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Caleb
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A defective blip in The Matrix
One day he said
"I love you more"
And I realized
He was right
February 7, 2026 at 6:53 PM
I got my exam grade back almost 12 hours ago and I am terrified to look at it.

The thought that maybe I passed makes me feel slightly less hopeless. I don't want to ruin it with the potential reality of failing...
February 7, 2026 at 7:00 AM
Bad news. Bad news. Bad news. Always bad news.

If there's any good news, then that just means the bad news is gonna be even worse.
February 4, 2026 at 11:50 PM
Sitting in class. 3 weeks into a 9 week condensed course. 101 days until graduation. The end is in sight.

And I am so fucking ready to just fucking drop out.

Fuck nursing school.
Fuck Healthcare.
February 4, 2026 at 4:00 PM
My roommate last night was telling me about how much better life was 40 years ago and how down hill life for the middle class has become.

...then proceeded to state how he wants to live to be in his 90s. Maybe I'm just a sad bitch, but like, something about those two statements just doesn't click.
February 2, 2026 at 12:17 PM
Things I want to do one day:

Make ASMR videos
Write a book
Play Savage Worlds
Hang out with friends
Eat more "savory girl" snacks
Collect books
Dress more fancy
Have physical intimacy
Go to a club
Host a dinner party
Feel at home in my house
Make my own RPG setting book
Actually want to stay alive
January 31, 2026 at 9:44 PM
I never thought I'd live to see the day when the statement: "I don't think people should be killed" would be a controversial statement.

And I genuinely think the bloodshed is only going to escalate from here.
January 31, 2026 at 7:19 AM
I got a scammer to tell me to go f*ck myself, and holy sh*t who needs cocaine this is WAY more fun!! 🤣🤣
January 29, 2026 at 9:20 PM
Well...might be a little early to call, but mark yalls calendars. A dogs gestational period is 58-68 days. My Lacy is probably pregnant! 🙃🙃
January 29, 2026 at 1:50 PM
The intersection between Seven Springs Rd and NY 33 in Batavia NY has got to be the SHORTEST green light in America.

I've timed it. It's 10 seconds. Barely gets three cars through from a dead stop. Also there's a train track on the same road that has frequent trains go by??
January 28, 2026 at 2:16 PM
I just saw someone say:

"All will be okay in the end. And if it's not okay, then it's not the end."

And I think that's enough to get me to keep holding on a little longer.
January 28, 2026 at 12:58 AM
Last night I learned:

Sometimes explaining yourself doesn't work. Sometimes people have chosen what they want to believe and nothing will change their mind. Sometimes they will blame you as the problem, no matter if you fight, defend, or walk away.

...and I have no idea what to do with this info.
January 26, 2026 at 5:07 PM
Reposted by Caleb
January 25, 2026 at 12:45 AM
Ready for the ice. -1 out and dropping steadily. Got a pot of water on the pellet stove and potable water in my big ass tea pot. Extra blankets, extra water, and enough canned food to last a month. Even have the generator prepped if we lose power. Let's f*cking do this I guess...
January 23, 2026 at 11:44 PM
Hey so genuine question for thr straight women:

But does showing off your body to your man really get him bricked up immediately? Is that a thing? Or is that just Hollywood nonsense?

I can't even imagine having that kind of mental and emotional power, that's basically straight up witchcraft. 😵‍💫😵‍💫
January 23, 2026 at 7:18 PM
My f*cking roommate has man flu. I ALSO am sick, but I'm "the nurse" which means I gotta cater to him and listen to him complain, all the while feeling like total sh*t myself.

Being gay sucks, I f*cking hate men.
January 21, 2026 at 12:22 AM
Donald Trump held a picture of a man and said the words, "This man has been convicted of 24 felonies. He shouldn't even be allowed in this country!"

...let me repeat that. Donald Trump, convicted of 32 felonies, believes 24 is too many to live in America.

DEPORT TRUMP
January 20, 2026 at 9:28 PM
I don't know who showed the stock market dip in live time as tRump is bragging in his speech about how it's the highest it's been in years, but they need a raise.

Listening to this dude just spew his bullshit is exhausting.
January 20, 2026 at 7:15 PM
Just as a reminder: the sitting president of the United States, the LEADER of the entire country, posted a video of him LITERALLY SHITTING on his own people.

Sorry the lawsuits seem vindictive against the man EXPLICITLY INCITING VIOLENCE AGAINST HIS OWN PEOPLE.
Dude posted on my local FB page, "You TDS dems need to wake tf up to what's REALLY happening!" And then just posted a video of a local republican rep just venting of all the lawsuits brought up against 🍊 and how dems have always hated him.

Like...yeah? We know??
January 18, 2026 at 9:31 PM
Dude posted on my local FB page, "You TDS dems need to wake tf up to what's REALLY happening!" And then just posted a video of a local republican rep just venting of all the lawsuits brought up against 🍊 and how dems have always hated him.

Like...yeah? We know??
January 18, 2026 at 9:29 PM
Ugh my brain is in some weird places tonight. The 4am delirium just kinda hits different nowadays...
January 18, 2026 at 9:21 AM
I'm so tired. But I'll be better when spring comes, right? Right?
January 17, 2026 at 11:41 PM
Squig
January 17, 2026 at 3:45 AM
School starts Tuesday and I made the GRAVE ERRORA of skimming through the syllabus. Holy FUCK this last stretch is going to be B R U T A L 💀💀
January 17, 2026 at 2:20 AM
I just explained gooning to a friend and like halfway through my rant with tangents, examples, and metaphors I realized...I am DEEPLY disturbed because this is NOT common knowledge apparently. I might need to go back to Church 💀💀
January 16, 2026 at 7:44 PM