And the most annoying thing I feel then, is even if I wanted to do something - to oppose to push back even slightly, it feels like even any however minor deed won't move the needle because nobody else is going to help.

And I admit to feeling like that, the talk of probable positive midterms give some hope, but even winning (through the gerrymandering) doesn't mean its all going to end.

I simply just doesn't want to deal with this

And so we're going to keep on keeping on until someone is signing an Anschluss.

Maybe its because they think that some real adults will magically regain control and end this madness as easily as a tantruming child. Because holy shit this ridiculousness is just too goddamn wacko that the human brain just won't accept it being permanent.