cadenza
@sysceles.xyz
Somewhat private space for a certain dragon/dog. Please do not refer to my main/alt here or RT any of my posts. Mutuals only
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cadenza
@sysceles.xyz
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This is my little yapping zone where I'll post whatever (hyperfixations/venting/whatever I'm feeling)
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Buh.. I need a good cry. I can't keep acting so strong.
January 12, 2026 at 5:50 AM
Buh.. I need a good cry. I can't keep acting so strong.
I really hate being in a perpetual state of "going through it"
January 12, 2026 at 12:21 AM
I really hate being in a perpetual state of "going through it"
man. As soon as I'm feeling good about this week and ready to relax my mom calls me and tells me there's a definite possibility that my grandmother could die this week..! Awesome
January 11, 2026 at 5:04 PM
man. As soon as I'm feeling good about this week and ready to relax my mom calls me and tells me there's a definite possibility that my grandmother could die this week..! Awesome
I'm so excited for this week!! Gwyn comes Tuesday and then ANE !!!
January 11, 2026 at 6:24 AM
I'm so excited for this week!! Gwyn comes Tuesday and then ANE !!!
Really down about my SDVX controller dying on me! I don't have the money to replace it and don't want to drive an hour whenever I want to play .-.
January 11, 2026 at 4:39 AM
Really down about my SDVX controller dying on me! I don't have the money to replace it and don't want to drive an hour whenever I want to play .-.
A little lonely tonight gamers
January 10, 2026 at 4:58 AM
A little lonely tonight gamers
Brought my steam deck to my mom's house so I could play xiv and now it's just crashing over and over so I'm bored
January 10, 2026 at 4:17 AM
Brought my steam deck to my mom's house so I could play xiv and now it's just crashing over and over so I'm bored
This kind of sucks because I don't feel like putting really anything on my main now. I know I can just ignore them and not engage with it at all but like :|
So cool the weirdo who's been making daily hate accounts for my partner is targeting me now lol
January 9, 2026 at 11:54 PM
This kind of sucks because I don't feel like putting really anything on my main now. I know I can just ignore them and not engage with it at all but like :|
Staying with my mom for the night so I can take care of her while she recovers and man. I kind of miss living here. It's so quiet compared to where I am now
January 9, 2026 at 11:19 PM
Staying with my mom for the night so I can take care of her while she recovers and man. I kind of miss living here. It's so quiet compared to where I am now
So cool the weirdo who's been making daily hate accounts for my partner is targeting me now lol
January 9, 2026 at 6:08 PM
So cool the weirdo who's been making daily hate accounts for my partner is targeting me now lol
Yay only one full work day left until my vacation yippie!!!!
January 9, 2026 at 5:32 PM
Yay only one full work day left until my vacation yippie!!!!
Mom's surgery went well so that's a huge load of stress off my shoulders phew
January 9, 2026 at 2:53 PM
Mom's surgery went well so that's a huge load of stress off my shoulders phew
Mood definitely a lot better today but ugh I feel pathetic and annoying. I can't shake it
January 8, 2026 at 5:49 PM
Mood definitely a lot better today but ugh I feel pathetic and annoying. I can't shake it
Brain being very mean to me today :(
January 7, 2026 at 8:06 PM
Brain being very mean to me today :(
I keep waking up at like 6AM on the dot. What's up with that
January 7, 2026 at 3:27 PM
I keep waking up at like 6AM on the dot. What's up with that
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They are yet again, beating my ass
Been feeling a lot of feelings lately and while it's nice to know that I can actually have emotions for the first time in years they are *strong* and they're kind of beating my ass sometimes
January 7, 2026 at 6:34 AM
They are yet again, beating my ass
Work has really been making me so upset this week so far but I gotta remember next week is gonna be fun and good and I won't have to worry about it at all
January 6, 2026 at 10:56 PM
Work has really been making me so upset this week so far but I gotta remember next week is gonna be fun and good and I won't have to worry about it at all
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i'm losing my dreams. will you please take me home?
January 6, 2026 at 1:56 PM
i'm losing my dreams. will you please take me home?
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Day was really turning around and then I fucking get home, sit down to smoke and draw and I spilled my drink all over my desk I'm going to scream
January 6, 2026 at 5:54 AM
Day was really turning around and then I fucking get home, sit down to smoke and draw and I spilled my drink all over my desk I'm going to scream
Whatever bad work day over now I go play Chunithm yay :)
January 6, 2026 at 1:55 AM
Whatever bad work day over now I go play Chunithm yay :)
I don't think I've ever had a more infuriating day at work holy shit
January 5, 2026 at 9:34 PM
I don't think I've ever had a more infuriating day at work holy shit