i don’t think you did…

no he was chiller than that, this is john adams if he was big

🫢 the conversationalist

who enjoy my presence and i enjoy theirs just as much, it feels like i’m not myself. it hasn’t felt this easy in years, probably ever since i left my hometown. and that’s a long time. and i’m so thankful things turned out how they did and i’ll continue taking chances (7/7)

i took a chance, and it felt like i was on the top of the world while it lasted, even if it was a minor thing. every leap like this is huge for me. i’m still not quite where i want to be, but when i sit and have lunch in the company of friends (6/?)

but i’d be lying if i said it wasn’t worth it. i see people all around me accelerating in their social life, and i just take chances that rarely lead anywhere, but all of them make life seem just a little bit better, even if it ends up as nothing. (5/?)

but i was long gone and in another country at that point. i sometimes think what would happen if i was more brave. if i reached out at least i wouldn’t regret not doing it, like how i ended up doing. now i take every chance, i feel daring, and its so scary (4/?)

it didn’t feel like it at the time, even though i did feel sad, but the weight of that day is still with me to this day. i always wanted to get closer to them, and only when i was leaving did they reach out. later i found out that they were interested in me too, (3/?)

i can still remember the moment i was driving to my grandparents with all my family’s things packed in a car, finally moving out of the apartment to move to another country, and i got a text from someone i was interested in at the time. (2/?)

hardly

fr dude i couldnt breathe

these things. gmail and such