camille (and rarely, reikya) 🕊️
@sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social
25 • vent acc ♡ 3 months in sh recovery! 𖤓 chronic illness & dissociative identity disorder
just a (bunch of) girls trying to make it as a nursing student, despite our body’s lamentations
wanna ask me something? : https://tellonym.me/reiyka
just a (bunch of) girls trying to make it as a nursing student, despite our body’s lamentations
wanna ask me something? : https://tellonym.me/reiyka
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hi all, i’m reikya, and I’m an alter in our system. I have awareness of the others’ feelings, so I help them communicate here! :)
you can expect to see posts about our ed + sh recovery, trauma healing, chronic illness, student wins & woes, and DID experiences.
thanks for connecting! xx
you can expect to see posts about our ed + sh recovery, trauma healing, chronic illness, student wins & woes, and DID experiences.
thanks for connecting! xx
finally going to change my name on here because it’s almost never rei fronting anymore and I’m tired of not feeling authentic
December 9, 2025 at 7:09 AM
finally going to change my name on here because it’s almost never rei fronting anymore and I’m tired of not feeling authentic
my first final is done and I’m so tired. I don’t even feel like studying for my second one
December 9, 2025 at 12:17 AM
my first final is done and I’m so tired. I don’t even feel like studying for my second one
so far in my finals week preparation I’ve had one hypo episode, a migraine, accidentally skipped all my meds for an entire day, and nearly collapsed from not drinking water for days.
I need to be put into hospital every time I have an exam so they can just do it all for me
I need to be put into hospital every time I have an exam so they can just do it all for me
December 6, 2025 at 1:15 AM
so far in my finals week preparation I’ve had one hypo episode, a migraine, accidentally skipped all my meds for an entire day, and nearly collapsed from not drinking water for days.
I need to be put into hospital every time I have an exam so they can just do it all for me
I need to be put into hospital every time I have an exam so they can just do it all for me
omg I just slept for like 2 hours but tbh I needed it
December 3, 2025 at 8:00 PM
omg I just slept for like 2 hours but tbh I needed it
i am so so so sleepy but I have a meeting and then hours of studying to do. I will most likely nap after the meeting though bc this isn’t the kind of tired one can ignore
December 3, 2025 at 4:50 PM
i am so so so sleepy but I have a meeting and then hours of studying to do. I will most likely nap after the meeting though bc this isn’t the kind of tired one can ignore
if I am allowed to engage in a moment of self-pity…..every time I have a friend who is single, they reach out and we become inseparable bc they know I’m a great friend and I can get them through the rough part, but then they always find a partner and disappear into infatuation and leave me behind
December 2, 2025 at 8:01 PM
if I am allowed to engage in a moment of self-pity…..every time I have a friend who is single, they reach out and we become inseparable bc they know I’m a great friend and I can get them through the rough part, but then they always find a partner and disappear into infatuation and leave me behind
i’ve been the kind of depressed lately where literally nothing helps
December 2, 2025 at 5:03 AM
i’ve been the kind of depressed lately where literally nothing helps
just came back from confession in time for Advent starting tomorrow! The priest is such a kind and well-spoken younger man and I really love how thoughtful his responses are. He’s always so supportive and just has the best energy. I really appreciate him a ton!
November 30, 2025 at 12:35 AM
just came back from confession in time for Advent starting tomorrow! The priest is such a kind and well-spoken younger man and I really love how thoughtful his responses are. He’s always so supportive and just has the best energy. I really appreciate him a ton!
my mental health haircut went so well and I love it sm!!! It’s going to be so much easier to take care of :)))
November 20, 2025 at 9:55 PM
my mental health haircut went so well and I love it sm!!! It’s going to be so much easier to take care of :)))
I am so excited to get my hair cut today. It’s been really stressing me out and becoming a burden lately with my schedule and I’ve been avoiding wash days because of it. I can’t wait to take some length off and make it easier to manage 💕
November 20, 2025 at 4:26 PM
I am so excited to get my hair cut today. It’s been really stressing me out and becoming a burden lately with my schedule and I’ve been avoiding wash days because of it. I can’t wait to take some length off and make it easier to manage 💕
I almost burst out crying during my lab assessment today because I started having a panic attack and that had never happened to me in this program before ever
November 18, 2025 at 11:27 PM
I almost burst out crying during my lab assessment today because I started having a panic attack and that had never happened to me in this program before ever
also I really need to be better about my med compliance but it’s so hard to remember when I’m trying to get ready in the morning
November 18, 2025 at 6:17 AM
also I really need to be better about my med compliance but it’s so hard to remember when I’m trying to get ready in the morning
10 weeks in sh recovery everyone! I’m sorry if it’s annoying that I talk about it a lot but when you have a bunch of alters in your head that use sh as a coping mechanism, every unified victory counts
November 18, 2025 at 6:16 AM
10 weeks in sh recovery everyone! I’m sorry if it’s annoying that I talk about it a lot but when you have a bunch of alters in your head that use sh as a coping mechanism, every unified victory counts
us in our nursing school era
November 17, 2025 at 3:44 AM
us in our nursing school era
guys I forgot to post an official update but I aced my first midterms of nursing school!!!! I had to take pharmacology and pathophysiology, and I got a 97% on both!!!
November 14, 2025 at 12:40 AM
guys I forgot to post an official update but I aced my first midterms of nursing school!!!! I had to take pharmacology and pathophysiology, and I got a 97% on both!!!
officially 2 months in recovery from sh! still feels bittersweet considering I had two years, but I’m managing.
November 9, 2025 at 6:34 AM
officially 2 months in recovery from sh! still feels bittersweet considering I had two years, but I’m managing.
I am doing okay on my halloween depression, I think iirc (anything trauma related is so hazy) I usually cry the night before and then am ok day of
November 1, 2025 at 4:23 AM
I am doing okay on my halloween depression, I think iirc (anything trauma related is so hazy) I usually cry the night before and then am ok day of
i have officially hit my pre-Halloween uncontrollable crying phase. it’s a really painful reminder of a trauma anniversary and it always rips my heart out each year.
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
October 31, 2025 at 5:51 AM
i have officially hit my pre-Halloween uncontrollable crying phase. it’s a really painful reminder of a trauma anniversary and it always rips my heart out each year.
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
also! I took my pathophys midterm and only missed one! I only lost .75 of a point so almost perfect! all my studying paid off :)
October 30, 2025 at 11:07 PM
also! I took my pathophys midterm and only missed one! I only lost .75 of a point so almost perfect! all my studying paid off :)
finally started my meds again yesterday and fuck, I was soooo insanely nauseous all night
October 30, 2025 at 11:04 PM
finally started my meds again yesterday and fuck, I was soooo insanely nauseous all night
officially hit 50 days in sh recovery, and the time before this I had relapsed on day 49 so I’m making progress :)
October 29, 2025 at 5:21 AM
officially hit 50 days in sh recovery, and the time before this I had relapsed on day 49 so I’m making progress :)
crazy that with long-term ana or malnutrition, your cells think you’re going to die so they just shrink themselves and eliminate mitochondria, thus causing chronic fatigue. only good news is that if you recover, the body can sometimes bring them back and become able to meet energy demands again
October 25, 2025 at 9:39 PM
crazy that with long-term ana or malnutrition, your cells think you’re going to die so they just shrink themselves and eliminate mitochondria, thus causing chronic fatigue. only good news is that if you recover, the body can sometimes bring them back and become able to meet energy demands again
been so depressed the past few days but it’s a weird, under the surface kind of crying for no apparent reason type.
October 24, 2025 at 5:18 AM
been so depressed the past few days but it’s a weird, under the surface kind of crying for no apparent reason type.
@ my student moots in the US: don’t forget to apply for FAFSA! it’s open now :)
October 23, 2025 at 6:07 PM
@ my student moots in the US: don’t forget to apply for FAFSA! it’s open now :)
midterms are on monday and tuesday this week and I know I’m pretty prepared but I’m just so nervous
October 23, 2025 at 4:31 PM
midterms are on monday and tuesday this week and I know I’m pretty prepared but I’m just so nervous