Felix Aster (he/she/they)
@subvertingdisaster.bsky.social
Surviving is something you do alone; thriving is something we do together.
Let's thrive, baby 💕
Queer/neurodivergent/disabled/nonbinary witch with a penchant for art, poetry, and playing the banjo poorly.
Never forget who the real enemy is out there 🤘
Let's thrive, baby 💕
Queer/neurodivergent/disabled/nonbinary witch with a penchant for art, poetry, and playing the banjo poorly.
Never forget who the real enemy is out there 🤘
Pinned
Hey Bluesky,
I've been out sick with a virus and chronic illness flare up.
Now my mom is in the hospital for possible liver failure, so I'll probably be a way for a while longer.
Please keep my family in your thoughts 🙏 Take care of yourselves, enjoy life + love those close to you 💕🫂
I've been out sick with a virus and chronic illness flare up.
Now my mom is in the hospital for possible liver failure, so I'll probably be a way for a while longer.
Please keep my family in your thoughts 🙏 Take care of yourselves, enjoy life + love those close to you 💕🫂
September 11, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Hey Bluesky,
I've been out sick with a virus and chronic illness flare up.
Now my mom is in the hospital for possible liver failure, so I'll probably be a way for a while longer.
Please keep my family in your thoughts 🙏 Take care of yourselves, enjoy life + love those close to you 💕🫂
I've been out sick with a virus and chronic illness flare up.
Now my mom is in the hospital for possible liver failure, so I'll probably be a way for a while longer.
Please keep my family in your thoughts 🙏 Take care of yourselves, enjoy life + love those close to you 💕🫂
At least 3 times
I've attained #rabid mind
Frothing at the mouth
Screams to shatter a glass house
Swallowing pills whole
Ready for the death toll
To tick up by one
Instead it ticked up none
Later I learned
It takes between 8-20 turns
For one success I guess
Some would call me blessed
#emoetry
I've attained #rabid mind
Frothing at the mouth
Screams to shatter a glass house
Swallowing pills whole
Ready for the death toll
To tick up by one
Instead it ticked up none
Later I learned
It takes between 8-20 turns
For one success I guess
Some would call me blessed
#emoetry
September 4, 2025 at 3:25 PM
🧠Trance🧠
As you breathe
Consciousness sways
Exhaling pains all away
With every breath
Deeper still
Eyes open
As your lungs refill
Then closed again
As fear escapes
You find yourself
In another place
Safely sound
Tucked in tight
Sunbathing round
In divine starlight
#vss365 #conscious #poetry
As you breathe
Consciousness sways
Exhaling pains all away
With every breath
Deeper still
Eyes open
As your lungs refill
Then closed again
As fear escapes
You find yourself
In another place
Safely sound
Tucked in tight
Sunbathing round
In divine starlight
#vss365 #conscious #poetry
September 4, 2025 at 3:23 PM
🧠Trance🧠
As you breathe
Consciousness sways
Exhaling pains all away
With every breath
Deeper still
Eyes open
As your lungs refill
Then closed again
As fear escapes
You find yourself
In another place
Safely sound
Tucked in tight
Sunbathing round
In divine starlight
#vss365 #conscious #poetry
As you breathe
Consciousness sways
Exhaling pains all away
With every breath
Deeper still
Eyes open
As your lungs refill
Then closed again
As fear escapes
You find yourself
In another place
Safely sound
Tucked in tight
Sunbathing round
In divine starlight
#vss365 #conscious #poetry
Is the sunlit path
Dappled in arbitration
Or is it how you leap
Onto the next inspiration
Is life and love linear
Or do we force it so
Wishing things clearer
Even if it isn't though
Do the flowers cry
When covered in shadow
Or do they slyly step aside
Endeavored to the meadow
#vss365 #arbitrary
Dappled in arbitration
Or is it how you leap
Onto the next inspiration
Is life and love linear
Or do we force it so
Wishing things clearer
Even if it isn't though
Do the flowers cry
When covered in shadow
Or do they slyly step aside
Endeavored to the meadow
#vss365 #arbitrary
September 3, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Is the sunlit path
Dappled in arbitration
Or is it how you leap
Onto the next inspiration
Is life and love linear
Or do we force it so
Wishing things clearer
Even if it isn't though
Do the flowers cry
When covered in shadow
Or do they slyly step aside
Endeavored to the meadow
#vss365 #arbitrary
Dappled in arbitration
Or is it how you leap
Onto the next inspiration
Is life and love linear
Or do we force it so
Wishing things clearer
Even if it isn't though
Do the flowers cry
When covered in shadow
Or do they slyly step aside
Endeavored to the meadow
#vss365 #arbitrary
Diamond studded fingers trace
#Constellations in deep space
Silver sparkles like woven lace
Making Earth a holy place
#vss365 #poetry
#Constellations in deep space
Silver sparkles like woven lace
Making Earth a holy place
#vss365 #poetry
August 30, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Diamond studded fingers trace
#Constellations in deep space
Silver sparkles like woven lace
Making Earth a holy place
#vss365 #poetry
#Constellations in deep space
Silver sparkles like woven lace
Making Earth a holy place
#vss365 #poetry
I'm so grateful to have more than 100 followers here!
As a certified reiki practioner, I'd like to share some love back to this community 💖
The first 10 people to like this post will receive a free 15 minute distance reiki session from me today - any questions feel free to DM
As a certified reiki practioner, I'd like to share some love back to this community 💖
The first 10 people to like this post will receive a free 15 minute distance reiki session from me today - any questions feel free to DM
August 29, 2025 at 2:48 PM
I'm so grateful to have more than 100 followers here!
As a certified reiki practioner, I'd like to share some love back to this community 💖
The first 10 people to like this post will receive a free 15 minute distance reiki session from me today - any questions feel free to DM
As a certified reiki practioner, I'd like to share some love back to this community 💖
The first 10 people to like this post will receive a free 15 minute distance reiki session from me today - any questions feel free to DM
Pieces of shadow
Thrown up bitter+malignant
Afraid others know
My dark protector intendant
Ruling my life stark
With an iron frostbitten fist
Drowning in the dark
Before I started to change it
Ashamed of my past
I acknowledge how much I've grown
We've all had times bad
Redemption is a path I own
Thrown up bitter+malignant
Afraid others know
My dark protector intendant
Ruling my life stark
With an iron frostbitten fist
Drowning in the dark
Before I started to change it
Ashamed of my past
I acknowledge how much I've grown
We've all had times bad
Redemption is a path I own
August 28, 2025 at 2:19 PM
Pieces of shadow
Thrown up bitter+malignant
Afraid others know
My dark protector intendant
Ruling my life stark
With an iron frostbitten fist
Drowning in the dark
Before I started to change it
Ashamed of my past
I acknowledge how much I've grown
We've all had times bad
Redemption is a path I own
Thrown up bitter+malignant
Afraid others know
My dark protector intendant
Ruling my life stark
With an iron frostbitten fist
Drowning in the dark
Before I started to change it
Ashamed of my past
I acknowledge how much I've grown
We've all had times bad
Redemption is a path I own
Death comes in threes, and two more happened this week in the family keeping the old adage true.
At least there's a sigh of relief for now that the requirements are complete. I wish everyone rests in peace. 🌧
At least there's a sigh of relief for now that the requirements are complete. I wish everyone rests in peace. 🌧
August 27, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Death comes in threes, and two more happened this week in the family keeping the old adage true.
At least there's a sigh of relief for now that the requirements are complete. I wish everyone rests in peace. 🌧
At least there's a sigh of relief for now that the requirements are complete. I wish everyone rests in peace. 🌧
Loquacious, #audacious
Society's stupid test
A target marked
People hate truth
Refuge in the dark
A messenger to shoot
Savoring the sin
How trouble starts+ends
Hushed tones+secrets
Manipulating power to keep it
Standing in truth and light
Makes you a terrible fright
1/2
#vss365
Society's stupid test
A target marked
People hate truth
Refuge in the dark
A messenger to shoot
Savoring the sin
How trouble starts+ends
Hushed tones+secrets
Manipulating power to keep it
Standing in truth and light
Makes you a terrible fright
1/2
#vss365
August 25, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Loquacious, #audacious
Society's stupid test
A target marked
People hate truth
Refuge in the dark
A messenger to shoot
Savoring the sin
How trouble starts+ends
Hushed tones+secrets
Manipulating power to keep it
Standing in truth and light
Makes you a terrible fright
1/2
#vss365
Society's stupid test
A target marked
People hate truth
Refuge in the dark
A messenger to shoot
Savoring the sin
How trouble starts+ends
Hushed tones+secrets
Manipulating power to keep it
Standing in truth and light
Makes you a terrible fright
1/2
#vss365
Angelic visions
I would deny
Worried I had
My grandma's eyes
But then she started
Whispering
Most kind, loving things
She told me her name
And held me up
She helped me heal
From horrible stuff
#retroartprompt #healing #poetry
I would deny
Worried I had
My grandma's eyes
But then she started
Whispering
Most kind, loving things
She told me her name
And held me up
She helped me heal
From horrible stuff
#retroartprompt #healing #poetry
August 25, 2025 at 4:25 PM
Angelic visions
I would deny
Worried I had
My grandma's eyes
But then she started
Whispering
Most kind, loving things
She told me her name
And held me up
She helped me heal
From horrible stuff
#retroartprompt #healing #poetry
I would deny
Worried I had
My grandma's eyes
But then she started
Whispering
Most kind, loving things
She told me her name
And held me up
She helped me heal
From horrible stuff
#retroartprompt #healing #poetry
Draconic guides
Met in meditation
One in the sky
Another Earth's testation
Two that represent states of change
I know, I know-it sounds strange
One day I stopped
At an art market shop
To take an aura photo
In a tiny booth although
I had a bit of dread
There right above my head
1/2
#vssdaily
Met in meditation
One in the sky
Another Earth's testation
Two that represent states of change
I know, I know-it sounds strange
One day I stopped
At an art market shop
To take an aura photo
In a tiny booth although
I had a bit of dread
There right above my head
1/2
#vssdaily
August 25, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Draconic guides
Met in meditation
One in the sky
Another Earth's testation
Two that represent states of change
I know, I know-it sounds strange
One day I stopped
At an art market shop
To take an aura photo
In a tiny booth although
I had a bit of dread
There right above my head
1/2
#vssdaily
Met in meditation
One in the sky
Another Earth's testation
Two that represent states of change
I know, I know-it sounds strange
One day I stopped
At an art market shop
To take an aura photo
In a tiny booth although
I had a bit of dread
There right above my head
1/2
#vssdaily
Stuck in a waiting room
Stale air, pervasive doom
The smell of death curls around me
Vampiric doctors smiling
Needled fangs stuck in my skin
Taking 9, 10, 11 vials again
Leaving bruises on emaciated arms
Doctors say they do no harm
Taking money with ill will
I eat daily garlic still
#blueskyrelay
Stale air, pervasive doom
The smell of death curls around me
Vampiric doctors smiling
Needled fangs stuck in my skin
Taking 9, 10, 11 vials again
Leaving bruises on emaciated arms
Doctors say they do no harm
Taking money with ill will
I eat daily garlic still
#blueskyrelay
August 25, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Stuck in a waiting room
Stale air, pervasive doom
The smell of death curls around me
Vampiric doctors smiling
Needled fangs stuck in my skin
Taking 9, 10, 11 vials again
Leaving bruises on emaciated arms
Doctors say they do no harm
Taking money with ill will
I eat daily garlic still
#blueskyrelay
Stale air, pervasive doom
The smell of death curls around me
Vampiric doctors smiling
Needled fangs stuck in my skin
Taking 9, 10, 11 vials again
Leaving bruises on emaciated arms
Doctors say they do no harm
Taking money with ill will
I eat daily garlic still
#blueskyrelay
Born #malformed
Or so the doctors said
Forever child
Oh the lies on my head
A worried one
Oft mislead
But I grew up shrew
I picked up clues
That we don't have to be
What the others tell you
#vss365 #poetry
Or so the doctors said
Forever child
Oh the lies on my head
A worried one
Oft mislead
But I grew up shrew
I picked up clues
That we don't have to be
What the others tell you
#vss365 #poetry
August 23, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Born #malformed
Or so the doctors said
Forever child
Oh the lies on my head
A worried one
Oft mislead
But I grew up shrew
I picked up clues
That we don't have to be
What the others tell you
#vss365 #poetry
Or so the doctors said
Forever child
Oh the lies on my head
A worried one
Oft mislead
But I grew up shrew
I picked up clues
That we don't have to be
What the others tell you
#vss365 #poetry
August 22, 2025 at 5:22 PM
There's a difference
Between judgment
And discernment
One is subjective
Mean, and cruel
The other is true
Wisdom earned
A useful tool
#retroartprompt #poetry
Between judgment
And discernment
One is subjective
Mean, and cruel
The other is true
Wisdom earned
A useful tool
#retroartprompt #poetry
August 22, 2025 at 5:19 PM
There's a difference
Between judgment
And discernment
One is subjective
Mean, and cruel
The other is true
Wisdom earned
A useful tool
#retroartprompt #poetry
Between judgment
And discernment
One is subjective
Mean, and cruel
The other is true
Wisdom earned
A useful tool
#retroartprompt #poetry