The cruellest thing about anti depressants is how long they take to kick in. I’m desperate for some calm 😢

Super grateful to the gorgeous @nasheridan.bsky.social for sending me a gorgeous gift of chocs and mug to cheer me up. My spoonie friends here are the absolute best. Thank you so much 🥰

90 mins at bank on Saturday, during which I cried twice, trying to get internet banking reinstated and new cards activated after hacking nightmare. Luckily eldest was with me. Body still constantly anxious and shaking. Hurray for cats and their knowing you need them close by.

Happy New Year to my lovely Bluesky friends. Sorry I’m not on here much still, battling the black dog of depression is really tough right now. But will be back with you all when I can and sending love xx

Merry Christmas to my lovely Bluesky friends. I hope everyone has a lovely time. I won’t be on here much for a while as having a really difficult time mentally but my girls are looking after me and GP has given me sleeping pills to knock me out for a few days. Love to all xx

Hey guys I’m back. Will gradually try to follow you all. The hacking has been hell, still ongoing. Haven’t been able to eat for days&can’t stop crying. Feel like I can’t trust anything online anymore but can’t be without my awesome spoonie friends. Gonna take wks to resolve. Hope everyone is ok xx