Theres a hole nobody is ever going to fill because they dont exist and never will. Its a heartbroken feeling these are the years i'm supposed to be enjoying my own family but instead i'm terrified of men and cant have a family because of that. I hate that i'm a useless woman to society some days..

Ma: i'm sorry, i just cant help you this time..

Me: its ok. Guess i'll figure it out alone.

*cha cha slides to the left*

Siiiiide bitch~ 🤣🎉🎉

It's been boring on my feed. Been using it for my mental sanity therapy mostly LOL

I'd say feel free to comment on stuff but theres not much TO comment on. But should ya find something worth giving 2 cents on, absolutely dont hesitate 😁

I'm going to try to start posting more positive stuff 😅

I dont know how anyone stays in relationships period knowing this is what goes on. Makes me sick just thinking about it.

Its not worth it. But thats my experience in being in relationships. Its not all its cracked up to be.

Personally i'm done with it. If this is what love is i dont want it, its too toxic.

2- he keeps you at arms length, makes you feel alone, uses you when its convienant for him. Dangles false promises over your head. And mentallyphysically abuses you in the worst ways. When he's done with you? The cheating will start.

You're not missing too much in all honesty. Its all well and good at first. Until one of two things happen.

1- it gets into serious relationship territory and he dips.

Wedding band in my life. It felt like a chain. A reminder i was a trophy to put on a shelf to be forgotten about. And i was.

My dream of having a family has long since faded from me. A mere fairy tale in my eyes now. I've only one thing left to say to anyone who's thinking of even trying..

That or being cheated on or if i have to deal with a drunken mess.. or even drugs. I've become bitter and angry knowing the truth about love. It doesn't exist. It only belongs in movies and on stage.

I never want to be married again. I know that much. I'm not for sale. I never want to wear another

I feel like i have no other choice but to stay single to be happy. I feel like i'm a waste of a female sure, I have no purpose or family to call my own. It's better than having to worry if i'll be abused mentally or physically in the day.