If I didn't manage to kill myself I'm sure as shit not gonna let the rest of the world do it

something that makes me happy about having something nice to drink

that's really it though. The idea that the sword of Damocles hangs above only the powerful, and that they alone are capable of advancing despite its presence, is a comfortable fantasy. Everyone has so much to lose as long as they draw breath, and abdicating power/responsibility won't change that

"If I filtered out roses from your view, would you finally see there's a sword for me too, waiting at every possible path I pursue"

lyrics I keep coming back to. So poignant they make me mad I don't express myself through art lmao

your changes seem subtle, but they make a big difference! I like this even more now ^^