🔞 Springbear452 (°•°) 🔜 Megaplex 2025
@springbear452.bsky.social
Spring
22
he/it
18+ ONLY
I love Jesus
I have severe schizophrenic episodes on here
pendog team/fans dni
22
he/it
18+ ONLY
I love Jesus
I have severe schizophrenic episodes on here
pendog team/fans dni
Pinned
Does nobody read my bio?
This is why i post shit. Nobody respects my only fucking boundary. This is not an attack towards the project i just dont want to interact with it in any capacity
Pendog Library fans dni
Pendog library team dni
Withkindereyes associates dni
BLOCK me so i cant see you
This is why i post shit. Nobody respects my only fucking boundary. This is not an attack towards the project i just dont want to interact with it in any capacity
Pendog Library fans dni
Pendog library team dni
Withkindereyes associates dni
BLOCK me so i cant see you
Hey, listen, I am not trying to slander this person's project. I have schizophrenia and seeing content related to this project or the creators causes me to freak out really bad. It's probably ptsd or whatever. I am doing this for my own mental health.
Hello again. Am I you? I do not feel like this, and yet I do. DID is a fickle thing.
Dammit, I wrote an entire post only for it to disappear.
Let me summarize. I'm an alter and I'm giving myself a name. Our system host Spring suggested "frank" and it felt like a slap in the face. He also called me "mr yapathon"
Let me summarize. I'm an alter and I'm giving myself a name. Our system host Spring suggested "frank" and it felt like a slap in the face. He also called me "mr yapathon"
February 13, 2026 at 10:46 AM
Hello again. Am I you? I do not feel like this, and yet I do. DID is a fickle thing.
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guys check out this person that defended me on insta im CRYING look
May 26, 2025 at 8:47 PM
guys check out this person that defended me on insta im CRYING look
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case and point
June 12, 2025 at 6:20 AM
case and point
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We aren't so different after all.
June 24, 2025 at 10:31 PM
We aren't so different after all.
She sleeps in my bed. This is my favorite thing I own besides my bitch wife
I just received the cutest little peppermint spaniel after a really hard day
February 13, 2026 at 10:35 AM
She sleeps in my bed. This is my favorite thing I own besides my bitch wife
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I know im schizo but this is peak victim blaming if the person doesn’t care when youre putting so much love towards them that is literally their fault and they should be executed Salem witch style
July 16, 2025 at 4:32 AM
I know im schizo but this is peak victim blaming if the person doesn’t care when youre putting so much love towards them that is literally their fault and they should be executed Salem witch style
This reminds me of how my rapist and I were trying to figure out how to regulate my schizo episodes and I swear to god one of the methods was locking me in his closet. He fed me an apple. Another method was putting me in his spare empty bedroom and pretending it was a mental hospital.
punishing a mentally ill person like a child or giving them a reward system (abuse, lovebombing, etc would be the proper terms)
February 13, 2026 at 10:33 AM
This reminds me of how my rapist and I were trying to figure out how to regulate my schizo episodes and I swear to god one of the methods was locking me in his closet. He fed me an apple. Another method was putting me in his spare empty bedroom and pretending it was a mental hospital.
super rare niche fandom drama edition signed postcard holy shit how did this even happen
i have an awesome howdy photocard
February 13, 2026 at 10:27 AM
super rare niche fandom drama edition signed postcard holy shit how did this even happen
I still love him. He is beautiful
best damn drummer I ever did see
February 13, 2026 at 10:26 AM
I still love him. He is beautiful
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diagram
July 30, 2025 at 7:28 AM
diagram
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hot take: not making up with someone and expecting them to work out their own trauma while you go about your merry way is lazy and ableist as fuck
July 30, 2025 at 7:18 AM
hot take: not making up with someone and expecting them to work out their own trauma while you go about your merry way is lazy and ableist as fuck
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WHO WAS THIS. Talk.
February 11, 2026 at 1:11 AM
WHO WAS THIS. Talk.
this one is making me laugh. My memory resets every week and I get to endlessly entertain myself.
I'm not upset because I miss them I'm upset because they are genuinely really weird and fucked up and yet I'M the one that lost my privileges
February 13, 2026 at 10:20 AM
this one is making me laugh. My memory resets every week and I get to endlessly entertain myself.
The weird thing about relapsing is that I miss seeing him. He was so interesting. To see him again but through this barrier, it's horrifying, because I still see him as before, but things are different.
His whimsy is timeless, it's impressionless, unchanging.
His whimsy is timeless, it's impressionless, unchanging.
February 13, 2026 at 10:14 AM
The weird thing about relapsing is that I miss seeing him. He was so interesting. To see him again but through this barrier, it's horrifying, because I still see him as before, but things are different.
His whimsy is timeless, it's impressionless, unchanging.
His whimsy is timeless, it's impressionless, unchanging.
The crazy thing about schizophrenia is that they will invalidate everything you say under the guise of conspiracy or crazy talk and the crazy talk in question is holding your rapist accountable for his actions
February 13, 2026 at 5:11 AM
The crazy thing about schizophrenia is that they will invalidate everything you say under the guise of conspiracy or crazy talk and the crazy talk in question is holding your rapist accountable for his actions
I feel like people certainly can owe me friendship if I put enough of an effort. I'm getting sick of the excuses. It's not a matter of choosing it is a matter of being marginalized means automatic rejection.
February 12, 2026 at 6:35 AM
I feel like people certainly can owe me friendship if I put enough of an effort. I'm getting sick of the excuses. It's not a matter of choosing it is a matter of being marginalized means automatic rejection.
Nope everything is triggering tonight I'm not even gonna try
February 11, 2026 at 5:58 AM
Nope everything is triggering tonight I'm not even gonna try
WHO WAS THIS. Talk.
February 11, 2026 at 1:11 AM
WHO WAS THIS. Talk.
welcome home fans full of drama per usual. My life is already dead. I am already a corpse of a rabbit. Woes me if I become nothing to the average chud.
February 11, 2026 at 12:58 AM
welcome home fans full of drama per usual. My life is already dead. I am already a corpse of a rabbit. Woes me if I become nothing to the average chud.
I'M AWAKE DURING THE DAY FOR ONCE HELLO FUCKERS
February 8, 2026 at 11:18 PM
I'M AWAKE DURING THE DAY FOR ONCE HELLO FUCKERS
"liberal bojack" um
February 8, 2026 at 11:18 PM
"liberal bojack" um
There is no benefit to anything I do or say. I hate making fursuits now. I despise everything I own. Being mentally well doesn't benefit me. Being normal doesn't help. To be schizophrenic is to be marginalized.
I am not entitled to a conversation but I'm tired of playing this game dude it's getting old. I used to guilt trip people when I was 12 because it was like that back then too. People just don't fucking talk even if you're normal about it. People don't give you anything for being mentally well
February 7, 2026 at 12:08 PM
There is no benefit to anything I do or say. I hate making fursuits now. I despise everything I own. Being mentally well doesn't benefit me. Being normal doesn't help. To be schizophrenic is to be marginalized.
I am allowed to be mad at people and like them at the same time. I used to laugh at the jokes bullies made in school about me. Because some people are both clever and heartless.
February 7, 2026 at 12:05 PM
I am allowed to be mad at people and like them at the same time. I used to laugh at the jokes bullies made in school about me. Because some people are both clever and heartless.
If I knew I had schizophrenia a long time ago I would have understood that there is nobody out there for me and that my oppression is a joke to people.
To have someone call my posts speaking about my rapist "conspiracy theories"
To have someone call my posts speaking about my rapist "conspiracy theories"
February 7, 2026 at 11:53 AM
If I knew I had schizophrenia a long time ago I would have understood that there is nobody out there for me and that my oppression is a joke to people.
To have someone call my posts speaking about my rapist "conspiracy theories"
To have someone call my posts speaking about my rapist "conspiracy theories"