im already lost without her. she is my best friend. up until yesterday, despite everything going on, i could still reach her via text. soo many times today i've had the urge to tell/send her something followed by a painful realization. and if she doesn't make i'm gonna feel this way for years
November 27, 2025 at 1:49 AM
im already lost without her. she is my best friend. up until yesterday, despite everything going on, i could still reach her via text. soo many times today i've had the urge to tell/send her something followed by a painful realization. and if she doesn't make i'm gonna feel this way for years
There's still a small chance a viable set of lungs comes in the next week but at this point im preparing for the fact that she's going to die soon and when I come visit tomorrow it will be saying my goodbyes
November 26, 2025 at 11:54 PM
There's still a small chance a viable set of lungs comes in the next week but at this point im preparing for the fact that she's going to die soon and when I come visit tomorrow it will be saying my goodbyes
ive spent the past month or two like barely letting any tears out, and now this wave is hitting me so hard that i can't even. cry as hard as i need to no matter how hard i try. my eyes are sore and i already had a sore throat so my throat is even worse. everything hurts and its only the beginning
November 25, 2025 at 5:39 AM
ive spent the past month or two like barely letting any tears out, and now this wave is hitting me so hard that i can't even. cry as hard as i need to no matter how hard i try. my eyes are sore and i already had a sore throat so my throat is even worse. everything hurts and its only the beginning
i feel like have the people i know have awful terrible abusive mothers so what the fuck. why did all this happen to my mom, who is literally a saint???
November 23, 2025 at 11:59 PM
i feel like have the people i know have awful terrible abusive mothers so what the fuck. why did all this happen to my mom, who is literally a saint???
it actually is really refreshing though when medical appointments are super professional and they don't ask weird questions about you being trans and are generally knowledgeable and accepting
October 28, 2025 at 4:02 AM
it actually is really refreshing though when medical appointments are super professional and they don't ask weird questions about you being trans and are generally knowledgeable and accepting
the problem with getting up this early (a good and productive thing to do) is that i'm completely lost on what to do with my time. i'm used to getting up around 1 pm and futtzing around for a few hours before starting on dinner prep
October 22, 2025 at 3:44 PM
the problem with getting up this early (a good and productive thing to do) is that i'm completely lost on what to do with my time. i'm used to getting up around 1 pm and futtzing around for a few hours before starting on dinner prep
why did they give emma z-a the omorashi pants. on the official model its more obviously a design but i keep seeing fan art that makes me do a double take
October 22, 2025 at 3:39 PM
why did they give emma z-a the omorashi pants. on the official model its more obviously a design but i keep seeing fan art that makes me do a double take
the thing is i could afford the new pokemon when i get paid. it would just be the cost of a weeks worth of alcohol. which shouldn't be that much to sacrifice, but alas
Been having a moment of "how the fuck do all of you have the switch 2 and the new pokemon day 1" forgetting that most of you probably have jobs
October 22, 2025 at 3:38 PM
the thing is i could afford the new pokemon when i get paid. it would just be the cost of a weeks worth of alcohol. which shouldn't be that much to sacrifice, but alas
not really lonely but specifically left out i guess? like look at all the fun they're having. too bad i can't do that really difficult thing required to join in (click a button)
feeling lonely even though i keep ignoring dozens of opportunities to join discord calls
October 14, 2025 at 3:11 AM
not really lonely but specifically left out i guess? like look at all the fun they're having. too bad i can't do that really difficult thing required to join in (click a button)