SoullessSolace
@soullesssolace.bsky.social
Ash
He/him
🇳🇿Kiwi🇳🇿
22
🌪️ I'll probably a lot about whatever is causing the most problems at the time🌪️
He/him
🇳🇿Kiwi🇳🇿
22
🌪️ I'll probably a lot about whatever is causing the most problems at the time🌪️
My boyfriend and I have started looking at rental listings so we can move in together at some point in the near-ish future. It would actually be cheaper for both of us and we're coming up a year together in April
February 7, 2026 at 1:13 AM
My boyfriend and I have started looking at rental listings so we can move in together at some point in the near-ish future. It would actually be cheaper for both of us and we're coming up a year together in April
I can't tell if I'm feeling down or if I just need sleep.
February 7, 2026 at 1:10 AM
I can't tell if I'm feeling down or if I just need sleep.
I started building my model printing press. I have finished the first step. Pretty much the base and lights. It took like an hour. Models take me quite a while because I'm not great with my hands, but I enjoy it anyway
February 5, 2026 at 11:21 PM
I started building my model printing press. I have finished the first step. Pretty much the base and lights. It took like an hour. Models take me quite a while because I'm not great with my hands, but I enjoy it anyway
It feels kinda fucked up to be drinking with someone I went to rehab with. T video called me and we were both already drinking tonight. I wasn't going to say anything, but she brought it up first so we just said fuck it and had a couole drinks together.
February 5, 2026 at 7:39 AM
It feels kinda fucked up to be drinking with someone I went to rehab with. T video called me and we were both already drinking tonight. I wasn't going to say anything, but she brought it up first so we just said fuck it and had a couole drinks together.
My boyfriend got pulled over today because he was speeding. He was 23km/h over the speed limit because he thought it was an 80 zone, but that particular stretch goes down to 60. So he got a $170 ticket plus 35 demerit points. He knew the cop, so he knew he couldn't get out of it lol
February 4, 2026 at 7:16 AM
My boyfriend got pulled over today because he was speeding. He was 23km/h over the speed limit because he thought it was an 80 zone, but that particular stretch goes down to 60. So he got a $170 ticket plus 35 demerit points. He knew the cop, so he knew he couldn't get out of it lol
I threw up. That's what I get for drinking a full bottle of 13.5% wine in less than 2 hours.
February 3, 2026 at 4:48 AM
I threw up. That's what I get for drinking a full bottle of 13.5% wine in less than 2 hours.
My bf told me that when he was hospitalized for 12 days because of his non epileptic seizures, he almost died. He had a full on near death experience. And he still gets brushed off. Wtf...
February 3, 2026 at 4:33 AM
My bf told me that when he was hospitalized for 12 days because of his non epileptic seizures, he almost died. He had a full on near death experience. And he still gets brushed off. Wtf...
I have POTS. The main symptoms are high heart rate and pre syncope for me. But there's so much more as well
February 3, 2026 at 4:25 AM
I have POTS. The main symptoms are high heart rate and pre syncope for me. But there's so much more as well
I hope my boyfriend won't be able to smell the alcohol on me when he comes over
February 3, 2026 at 4:04 AM
I hope my boyfriend won't be able to smell the alcohol on me when he comes over
My boyfriend's flatmates are both entitled. One literally told him she likes me so he should dump me so she can date me... Wtf...
And the other constantly complains about my boyfriend spending money, even though he's covering all his bills.
And the other constantly complains about my boyfriend spending money, even though he's covering all his bills.
February 3, 2026 at 3:21 AM
My boyfriend's flatmates are both entitled. One literally told him she likes me so he should dump me so she can date me... Wtf...
And the other constantly complains about my boyfriend spending money, even though he's covering all his bills.
And the other constantly complains about my boyfriend spending money, even though he's covering all his bills.
Yeah, so I'm on my way to being drunk.
I stole a bottle of wine from my grandma's stash. I doubt she'll notice.
Not proud of it, but I feel better, so fuck it
I stole a bottle of wine from my grandma's stash. I doubt she'll notice.
Not proud of it, but I feel better, so fuck it
February 3, 2026 at 2:55 AM
Yeah, so I'm on my way to being drunk.
I stole a bottle of wine from my grandma's stash. I doubt she'll notice.
Not proud of it, but I feel better, so fuck it
I stole a bottle of wine from my grandma's stash. I doubt she'll notice.
Not proud of it, but I feel better, so fuck it
Yeah, I'm sick I think. I'll do a COVID test today since apparently it's making the rounds again. Otherwise it's probably a nasty cold, or maybe a sinus infection.
That explains why I've been so exhausted and out of breath at least
That explains why I've been so exhausted and out of breath at least
February 2, 2026 at 8:57 PM
Yeah, I'm sick I think. I'll do a COVID test today since apparently it's making the rounds again. Otherwise it's probably a nasty cold, or maybe a sinus infection.
That explains why I've been so exhausted and out of breath at least
That explains why I've been so exhausted and out of breath at least
I feel like crap. I don't know if it's withdrawals, if I'm getting sick, or if I'm just rundown. Maybe all 3
February 2, 2026 at 12:45 AM
I feel like crap. I don't know if it's withdrawals, if I'm getting sick, or if I'm just rundown. Maybe all 3
I took my meds at 2pm when I woke up so I'm not gonna fall asleep for a while...
February 1, 2026 at 10:27 AM
I took my meds at 2pm when I woke up so I'm not gonna fall asleep for a while...
T called me and we talked. I'm really worried about her. She admitted that her boyfriend isn't a good guy. He's abusive. I know there's not much I can do from 3 hours away except answer her calls and let her know there are resources to help. But I really hope she gets out...
February 1, 2026 at 6:17 AM
T called me and we talked. I'm really worried about her. She admitted that her boyfriend isn't a good guy. He's abusive. I know there's not much I can do from 3 hours away except answer her calls and let her know there are resources to help. But I really hope she gets out...
One of my coworkers is kinda annoying. She sometimes picks arguments when she thinks people aren't being "understanding" or "empathetic" enough about customers.
February 1, 2026 at 2:38 AM
One of my coworkers is kinda annoying. She sometimes picks arguments when she thinks people aren't being "understanding" or "empathetic" enough about customers.
I just tried to order alcohol but apparently the delivery drivers need to scan ID now and my ID is expired so they had to decline the sale...
January 31, 2026 at 8:04 AM
I just tried to order alcohol but apparently the delivery drivers need to scan ID now and my ID is expired so they had to decline the sale...
My boyfriend noticed I've been isolating myself a bit lately so he convinced me to come over to his last night. His reasoning was that it's better for me to be antisocial away from my house
January 30, 2026 at 9:54 PM
My boyfriend noticed I've been isolating myself a bit lately so he convinced me to come over to his last night. His reasoning was that it's better for me to be antisocial away from my house
This morning is pissing me off. My computer is being a pain in the ass.
January 28, 2026 at 9:13 PM
This morning is pissing me off. My computer is being a pain in the ass.
Rental companies sending bulk stat decs as usual. So I've helped a couple people with 5 each to get through them quicker. It takes me about 4-5 minutes each, so that took about 45 minutes. I don't mind helping sometimes, but there's a limit lol
January 28, 2026 at 1:30 AM
Rental companies sending bulk stat decs as usual. So I've helped a couple people with 5 each to get through them quicker. It takes me about 4-5 minutes each, so that took about 45 minutes. I don't mind helping sometimes, but there's a limit lol
A lot of people are really impressed with my call handling skills. I'm not a fan of being on the phones but I do handle things okay and most customers are pretty happy in the end.
January 27, 2026 at 11:48 PM
A lot of people are really impressed with my call handling skills. I'm not a fan of being on the phones but I do handle things okay and most customers are pretty happy in the end.
I forgot to pick up my meds yesterday so I'll just have to manage until my break without them
January 27, 2026 at 5:44 PM
I forgot to pick up my meds yesterday so I'll just have to manage until my break without them
Coaching with my boss is basically him singing my praises and us complaining about the stupid higher ups being a pain in the ass and making everything way harder than necessary. It's great.
January 27, 2026 at 1:11 AM
Coaching with my boss is basically him singing my praises and us complaining about the stupid higher ups being a pain in the ass and making everything way harder than necessary. It's great.
My boss said that the day after I got back from my 2 months of leave, his boss commented that I must be back based on how much more work got done in a day. That made me feel pretty good.
I do get through some pretty decent numbers singlehandedly and it's nice to be recognized
I do get through some pretty decent numbers singlehandedly and it's nice to be recognized
January 26, 2026 at 6:46 PM
My boss said that the day after I got back from my 2 months of leave, his boss commented that I must be back based on how much more work got done in a day. That made me feel pretty good.
I do get through some pretty decent numbers singlehandedly and it's nice to be recognized
I do get through some pretty decent numbers singlehandedly and it's nice to be recognized
I have a complicated relationship with both of my parents because they were both pretty shitty parents when I was young. But mum is making an effort. I don't think we'll ever be close because we never really bonded when I was young due to her neglect. But she's trying her best to be there now.
January 26, 2026 at 6:23 PM
I have a complicated relationship with both of my parents because they were both pretty shitty parents when I was young. But mum is making an effort. I don't think we'll ever be close because we never really bonded when I was young due to her neglect. But she's trying her best to be there now.