Hehe thank you!! Ik I lover her so much thank you😔🫶

I’ve become so numb… it feels like it did with my ex and it’s scary.. cause my partner is the one that got me out of that and now they’ve gotten me into it so much worse.. idk what to do.. thanks sorry for being a lot on the time line lol i just had to say it somewhere ig

My asking and even then it’s a big deal… it’ll feel like I’m bothering them… being an issue…but with them it feels so effortless.. I can be myself and talk and they’ll sit and listen… my partner interrupts me, talks over me, controls the situation, points the finger.. I just can’t speak anymore..

The times I’m the happiest are when I’m with my friend and it sucks.. they’re so sweet and kind and loving to me, the day and do things no one has genuinely done before and it hurts to know that someone I’ve been with gave everything too for 3 years can’t even do one of those things without

At a point I doo too.. but I’m so scared.. I’m sis cared to lose the one constant I’ve had for 3 years now..I’m scared of who I’ll become. If I lose the people I’ve met.. if I end up all alone.. I’m so scared. I feel like such a terrible person for all of this but I don’t know what to do..

I genuinely feel like nothing I say or do matters anymore. They only see the bad and it feels like I’m walking on egg shells constantly..I have no one to go to or talk too cause everyone is going through their own things and I don’t want to feel like a bother.. I can feel they want to leave

Pointless.. I’ve become numb to everything, I wake up work care for them and then I’m in the wrong every time..I’m really struggling with my mental health and I just on’t know what to do anymore…they look at me with so much disgust and distain and it hurts.. they hate me…

I’ve stopped talking to them cause apparently I “talk about myself too much” and I “don’t listen to them”.. this really really hurt. I put so much effort into being a partner that always listens but my thoughts my pain my hurt doesn’t matter.. so I’ve stopped… that made things worse but it feels so

An experience my partner what’s nothing to do with… they hate it they hate the person I’ve become, they hate that I don’t always want to be with them and want to hang out with my friends.. they hate it makes me to tired to give them the energy they want from me..