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Don't Tell My Mom
@so-fkn-normal.bsky.social
Andrei
22, he/him, trans masc & intersex
english/german, some basic russian
don't take the stuff I post too serious, that's just the mental illness speaking (vent acc)
Outside in the foretst, drunk, having a breakdown and a rope in my bag
It was nice knowing y'all (not really) (okay some of y'all) (fuck the rest of you)
November 29, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Genuinely just to depressed to kill myself atm. Made a noose and immediately went like "y'know, I don't have the energy to go through with that" and am now just laying in bed and drinking.
November 4, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Also I think I nearly died last week but I'm fine now (not from a suicide attempt this time)
October 31, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Would be kinda funny if I kill myself tonight while drunk and in full JeanVic cosplay
October 31, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Finger hurts :(
October 17, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I learned that I am incapable of normal human interaction
My demons won 😞

(downloaded grindr)
October 17, 2025 at 9:59 AM
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My demons won 😞

(downloaded grindr)
September 28, 2025 at 3:10 PM
My demons won 😞

(downloaded grindr)
September 28, 2025 at 3:10 PM
Why do even trans allies always forget that there are trans people who are men/masc
September 26, 2025 at 10:29 PM
Today's a crying/drinking/jorking it kinda day
September 26, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Feeling really suicidal tonight again+ my sister might be going to (youth) jail

Fml
September 19, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Turns out weed doesn't turn off the voice that tells you that everything you do makes you an imposter. Laying here like "wait, what if I'm faking being high?" Like what are you even on (since it obviously isn't the drug that's supposed to make you relaxed and hungry)
September 12, 2025 at 11:42 AM
1st blunt tomorrow
September 11, 2025 at 7:34 PM
Unlike a certain someone
September 11, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Not dead (yet)
September 5, 2025 at 12:04 PM
I hate myself so much, even if I claim the opposite
July 25, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Everything's going well for me, so why do I still wanna die so badly?
July 25, 2025 at 11:51 PM
I might hate my life and want to die, but at least I have cheap vodka, cigarettes and disco elysium.

Neither are particularly helpful, but at least I'm entertained.
July 13, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I have been relieved for two days from suicidal thoughts bc I might get HRT within a few months, something my mom immediately destroyed by misgendering me and calling me girly 🙃 And now I'm drunk again
July 7, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I am never getting HRT or accepted by my family, so what's the point?
July 1, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Sometimes I think "no, right now is a really inconvenient time for me to die, i have something to to do at works this week", but then I remember that if I die it actually doesn't make a difference, and it's lowkey a plus not having to do it
July 1, 2025 at 8:38 PM
omg I just realized I have a good way to off myself just sitting in my closet, we're so back
July 1, 2025 at 8:29 PM
someone please fucking kill me already
iwanna die u wanns die i wannavdie i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die
June 18, 2025 at 9:53 PM
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iwanna die u wanns die i wannavdie i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die
June 18, 2025 at 9:52 PM
iwanna die u wanns die i wannavdie i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die iwanna due i wanna die
June 18, 2025 at 9:52 PM