ikr how do they not realize how dumb it is lmao

yeah that’s how i try to think of it

i have a hard time seeing anything before the last couple years as truly “me” though, i mean im so dissociated from “boy” me that i don’t even recognize myself in pictures of that person

I know its me but i feel no connection to it

desperation to make up for that past even though it’s obviously not possible to reverse

yeah i absolutely can and ive accomplished a lot

its just the past, especially pre-transition, that i get stuck on where i had so many major life events and opportunities stolen away from me

i know theres no point obsessing over it but certain things reopen the wound and i feel a constant

its my birthday coming up thats fucking with me

dont wanna get older

神曲❤️ ソロライブで演奏した時すっかりと泣かされてしまった😭

oh coffee flavor that’s probably yummy

theyre so amazing

But it’s literally true? What, do they suddenly stop liking his music because he was gay?