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Rose
@skyrimrose.bsky.social
“Fascinating.” -Spock

🏳️‍🌈am queer
🧠neurodivergent
🎮love games(Skyrim, Tainted Grail, Fallout 4, & Subnautica faves)
🐈cats are the best
🍕love pizza
🎨sometimes draw(usually characters)
📚love to read(mostly fanfics atm) &
✍🏻sometimes write stories & fanfics
Editing/fixing/adding navmesh to a mod(gonna dm the author sometime and see if they'll let me upload it as fixy thing) and. I think I'm gonna be dreaming about navmesh and triangles, I'm still not finished even with one big dungeon cell... and there's maybe five more dungeon cells to check out.
December 10, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Also in good news, I feel so much damn better. Twoish days of antibiotics... though I did indeed start shark week, but at least both of these shite things will be over with before Florida.

I'm already thinking how much I'm gonna miss my son(cat). @.@
December 10, 2025 at 3:47 AM
Someone in a Skyrim related discord asked question bout who we ship our characters with. Way it was worded didn't quite make sense t' me; but did get me thinking of AU where my main dragonborn ends up with Teldryn Sero instead of Kaidan & my brain loves the idea.
Like, the beginning would be /1
December 10, 2025 at 3:39 AM
Huzzah, I called the people and am getting antibiotics either today or tomorrow, whenever is good time for them be picked up.
Also developed watery eyes and stuffy gross nose too though in the last day and a half, like. Goddamn.
Hope I recover in time for Florida. 1/
December 7, 2025 at 4:20 PM
Made a vanilla ice cream, lactaid, banana, sweet condensed milk milkshake. It was quite good, could've added even less condensed milk though.
Haven't been eating a lot cause kinda feels all I 'can' eat is soup, &... I don't like soup. : p And already had some for three meals.
December 6, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Think I did it wrong the first time oops but.
December 6, 2025 at 10:30 PM
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December 6, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Having a sore/strep throat is the worst.
I can’t stand not being able to eat a lot of stuff & almost every swallow feeling like it’s fire.
At first, I thought it was just the sudden change of temperature & all the snow; dry throat. But nope. And I’m pretty sure I got it from somebody too. @.@
December 6, 2025 at 7:01 AM
Solved my drastically diff ash color issue. Made an esl & copied ashmaterial values & brightened them & made em a bit orangeish to match the ground(got the last part first try) huzzah.
It’s perfect.
First screen is first try altering RGB(was SO dark before). Second is the final result. ✨
December 4, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Someone commented on a YouTube Skyrim video that they have around 8K hours. A few people replying to them, find it absolutely horrifying/feel bad/sad for them, saying basically they wasting their life & that it’s too much.

I made a reply comment in solidarity w/ them saying I have around 5K. /1
December 3, 2025 at 9:25 AM
I hunger for pasta. I think I still have a couple boxes in the 'pasta cupboard' down cellar. Think I'll make that today/tomorrow for lunch. After I finally get my arse to bed and wake up then.
December 3, 2025 at 7:07 AM
Watching someone's playthrough of Where Winds Meet a bit before finally getting my arse to bed... the footsteps sounds, many of them to me remind me of vanilla Skyrim so much so that my brain confused itself for quite a while.
December 2, 2025 at 11:09 AM
Winter has only just started. It’s only like the I don’t know fourth snow right now but it’s pretty thick.

And already my throat is doing that ‘dry as fuck,’ right now.
Ugh. Melt & burn & suffocate in summer, freeze & dry/crack to pieces during winter. Fucked either way. @.@
Goodnight.
December 1, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Can’t BELIEVE I forgot about Starfox: Dino Planet, I think it was called. If they remastered and updated that I would absofuckinglutely buy it. Whether I once again had to get an emulator for it or they made it compatible with pc. I LOVED that game. /1
November 30, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Put up our Christmas tree now finally, while a nephew and his fam staying with us through thanksgiving.
November 30, 2025 at 1:11 AM
My main Dragonborn feels too big now. Like whenever I get back into Skyrim & make him again, all that he is & his choices & stuff… feels even modded Skyrim is too limited.

I want all the art & fanfics of him & two tv shows & five movies. And a separate game. Maybe action figure. You know?
November 28, 2025 at 8:33 AM
Thinking bit about Spyro: A Hero’s Tale now. Really loved that one, think my fave of all the Spyro games.
Def would love if it got remastered & updated, I know a couple other ones did. Wish it would too. Instant buy; though suppose I’d have to make it work with emulator again unless they added pc.
November 26, 2025 at 7:15 PM
I really do loathe late-night anxiety+existential crisis-ness+being reminded of my faulty mortal body & things. Like, shut the fuck up, brain.
Least it's not as bad as it used to be; pills I took for a year or so must've rewired some pathways so I'm not sobbing my soul out & wanting to vanish.
November 26, 2025 at 5:28 AM
Still messing up a lot, but the -sound- of this new keyboard is so goddamn addicting I can'ttttt. Sigh.
My brain keeps going, 'Where type? Can type somewhere? More type? More sound? 🥺'

So I sometimes just go to monkeytype and take the test over and over again. :p
November 25, 2025 at 2:49 AM
New keyboard arrived. It'll take getting used to cause it's 2x taller than Logitech MX Keys S, & my fingers are having hard time, especially on left hand-small fingers, some w/ only 1 or 2 joints-Further travel? Keep pressing wrong keys. Hope I get used to it cause I LOVE the sound.
Iquinix Magi96
November 23, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Here are some purr for you.(and some background Bethesda ESO cooking stream if ye hear it too) hopefully the sound work.
November 21, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Mmmm also now that I think about it, I am so damn proud of this hand. One of the best hands I've ever drawn, the deity's. Something about it, brain really likes.
well-proportioned??? idk. It's close to perfect, imo. Hands are so hard for me to draw. Hmm. Here's more good hands I guess, too...
November 18, 2025 at 8:30 AM
Found another one! Brain swore I had done another one and I couldn't find it, but then did, here's the OG.
I really do feel like Connor could possibly be fantastic at ballet.
November 18, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Okay I'm in some kinda mood & browsing all my arts in my folder, so here's this gem for y'all. XD
I was really into watching DechartGames twitch & being a part of their community & watching playthroughs of this game for a while.
There was gonna be a whole series of Ballet Connor featuring Coin.
November 18, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Pasted another snippet of my Skyrim isekai fanfic into a 'bookshelf' section of a Discord I'm in & just. Gods, I wish I could write as well as I 'see'/watch/experience in my head.
But at least I like some of it.
One of my friends though, holy cheesecake her writing is the BEST. Her fanfic is 🥰 1/
November 13, 2025 at 5:23 AM