And I don't want to sound ungrateful. I really don't because I have a community and friends that love and support me wholeheartedly. I just WISH this could be my full time so I could do what I love and not be jealous of everyone that gets to do that. Idk, thats my rant for the day.

I don't have the ability to stream, or make content full time because I work a 40 hour a week job and I'm exhausted every. single. day. Idk man I'd love to push for partner some day but right now I just feel like that is completely out of the question.

I SO BADLY want to be more successful and I am so thankful for what we've accomplished in less than 2 years. I don't want to downplay that at all. I just have the bad brain wormies a lot lately again and tbh I'm not even sure what to do about it most of the time

Thank you Rennova TTuTT got my computer shut down finally! Giving it a break for tonight but hoping it boots fine tomorrow 🩷

Congratulations!! This is so deserved!!