@simmy.bsky.social
22. Studying math with aim to be mathematician. Music, anime (visual novels). Sci Adv fan. Autistic and anxious. Currently studying Chess and trying to learn to draw.
this might be my favorite CG in any visual novel so far tbh
February 15, 2026 at 3:49 PM
this might be my favorite CG in any visual novel so far tbh
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How was you valentine's day?
Mine was not like this. ._.
Mine was not like this. ._.
February 15, 2026 at 1:39 PM
How was you valentine's day?
Mine was not like this. ._.
Mine was not like this. ._.
japanese emoticon time
February 14, 2026 at 6:27 PM
japanese emoticon time
ah yes Bloody Cumshot, my favorite
February 14, 2026 at 4:46 PM
ah yes Bloody Cumshot, my favorite
i want to kiss Nanami-chan!
February 14, 2026 at 4:08 PM
i want to kiss Nanami-chan!
thinking about touhou waifus again, particularly the older ones.
February 14, 2026 at 3:50 PM
thinking about touhou waifus again, particularly the older ones.
the desire to have your skirt lifted and be spanked making you cry and wince in their arms but then you're held after while crying and getting care in that pain
February 14, 2026 at 3:50 PM
the desire to have your skirt lifted and be spanked making you cry and wince in their arms but then you're held after while crying and getting care in that pain
I'm struggling with having too much crap in my room so I tried getting rid of some math books I don't read and probably wouldn't read
February 14, 2026 at 3:49 PM
I'm struggling with having too much crap in my room so I tried getting rid of some math books I don't read and probably wouldn't read
i never really believed people that complained about math textbooks but tbh i see it
another example is differential forms and stokes theorem which also from books gave me little and lectures proved to be a lot more helpful.
another example is differential forms and stokes theorem which also from books gave me little and lectures proved to be a lot more helpful.
I don't quite get why books overcomplicate things, all Ext is is like 'oh noes, Hom functor doesn't preserve exactness, okay lets append this to the end to fix it' but I wasn't convinced I understood what it was or how it was calculated when I read books.
cracking down and studying well on Ext and Tor modules and stuff, I need to review cellular homology though
February 14, 2026 at 3:48 PM
i never really believed people that complained about math textbooks but tbh i see it
another example is differential forms and stokes theorem which also from books gave me little and lectures proved to be a lot more helpful.
another example is differential forms and stokes theorem which also from books gave me little and lectures proved to be a lot more helpful.
Thinking of like immortal being guro yuri.
...Iiiiin particular Mokou x Kaguya doing some bloody guro yuri but in a wholesome manner and they can't die and probably are used to the pain they are immortal beings
...Iiiiin particular Mokou x Kaguya doing some bloody guro yuri but in a wholesome manner and they can't die and probably are used to the pain they are immortal beings
February 14, 2026 at 3:47 PM
Thinking of like immortal being guro yuri.
...Iiiiin particular Mokou x Kaguya doing some bloody guro yuri but in a wholesome manner and they can't die and probably are used to the pain they are immortal beings
...Iiiiin particular Mokou x Kaguya doing some bloody guro yuri but in a wholesome manner and they can't die and probably are used to the pain they are immortal beings
I don't quite get why books overcomplicate things, all Ext is is like 'oh noes, Hom functor doesn't preserve exactness, okay lets append this to the end to fix it' but I wasn't convinced I understood what it was or how it was calculated when I read books.
cracking down and studying well on Ext and Tor modules and stuff, I need to review cellular homology though
February 14, 2026 at 3:42 PM
I don't quite get why books overcomplicate things, all Ext is is like 'oh noes, Hom functor doesn't preserve exactness, okay lets append this to the end to fix it' but I wasn't convinced I understood what it was or how it was calculated when I read books.
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cracking down and studying well on Ext and Tor modules and stuff, I need to review cellular homology though
February 14, 2026 at 6:30 AM
cracking down and studying well on Ext and Tor modules and stuff, I need to review cellular homology though
can someone give a concrete POV of why de Rham cohomology is useful?
Singular cohomology subsumes de Rham cohomology and is related to simplical and CW complexes which tend to be easy to describe and algorithmic means to compute homology/cohomology.
Singular cohomology subsumes de Rham cohomology and is related to simplical and CW complexes which tend to be easy to describe and algorithmic means to compute homology/cohomology.
February 14, 2026 at 3:26 AM
can someone give a concrete POV of why de Rham cohomology is useful?
Singular cohomology subsumes de Rham cohomology and is related to simplical and CW complexes which tend to be easy to describe and algorithmic means to compute homology/cohomology.
Singular cohomology subsumes de Rham cohomology and is related to simplical and CW complexes which tend to be easy to describe and algorithmic means to compute homology/cohomology.
learned that a person who i noted had *eerily* similar reasons and approaches to studying math starting out is someone that also deals with the same kind of OCD (?) and autism
February 14, 2026 at 2:44 AM
learned that a person who i noted had *eerily* similar reasons and approaches to studying math starting out is someone that also deals with the same kind of OCD (?) and autism
Genuinely though what are my other options there is nothing else I'd feel Destined to do.
It was always my goal to become a mathematician but I'm fearing just my mentality and struggles with mental health just make that not a good fit for it. It's not just being autistic but dealing with anxiety and/or OCD (maybe?) that's a constant struggle...
February 14, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Genuinely though what are my other options there is nothing else I'd feel Destined to do.
And with the worst job market yet for PhD students and not really having the full support of my parents and still not making income to pursue such things I just worry how I'll even do that.
I've also been dealing with burn out on stuff I feel I should absolutely know how to do.
I've also been dealing with burn out on stuff I feel I should absolutely know how to do.
It was always my goal to become a mathematician but I'm fearing just my mentality and struggles with mental health just make that not a good fit for it. It's not just being autistic but dealing with anxiety and/or OCD (maybe?) that's a constant struggle...
February 14, 2026 at 1:56 AM
And with the worst job market yet for PhD students and not really having the full support of my parents and still not making income to pursue such things I just worry how I'll even do that.
I've also been dealing with burn out on stuff I feel I should absolutely know how to do.
I've also been dealing with burn out on stuff I feel I should absolutely know how to do.
It was always my goal to become a mathematician but I'm fearing just my mentality and struggles with mental health just make that not a good fit for it. It's not just being autistic but dealing with anxiety and/or OCD (maybe?) that's a constant struggle...
February 14, 2026 at 1:55 AM
It was always my goal to become a mathematician but I'm fearing just my mentality and struggles with mental health just make that not a good fit for it. It's not just being autistic but dealing with anxiety and/or OCD (maybe?) that's a constant struggle...
I can't think of homological algebra without remembering Soph...
February 14, 2026 at 1:24 AM
I can't think of homological algebra without remembering Soph...
gabber is such a stupidly unsubtle easy genre of music just blast a distorted kick drum with a 4 note melody and get the crowd going.
February 13, 2026 at 2:58 AM
gabber is such a stupidly unsubtle easy genre of music just blast a distorted kick drum with a 4 note melody and get the crowd going.
why'd they change the cover?
I haven't played Silksong to completion yet
I haven't played Silksong to completion yet
February 12, 2026 at 4:24 AM
why'd they change the cover?
I haven't played Silksong to completion yet
I haven't played Silksong to completion yet