it's interesting reading about what's going on in your life, maybe some people (me included) don't want to come off as weird commenting every time

the AMOUNT of good stories I can pull from my own life as inspiration is insane, I have to do something about it >:)

how to change how to change how to change

I can only write poetry consistently and I think it is good. It is just... the other types of text, the long sentences... paragraphs worth of text... kill me, I think that when I write like that it can be a little senseless so I don't try anymore

it looks so good...

this song has been on a loop in my mind, I hope 10dance is good

Maybe I'll delete all of this later but for now, it is my hope that this holds true enough:

"Living was tough, but in the process of living, he found even more reasons to live."

"They ought to eat and drink all delicious things together.'"

Oh!! and that one scene where XYC sends milk to SZC, that's literally me, ugh XCY the man you are 🙂‍↕️🚬

"Xiao Chiye once thought that Xiao Fangxu would not leave him, *but separation came in such haste that he did not even get to bid his old man farewell.*"

Maybe QJJ has stayed with me so much because right when I was finishing vol 5 And That One Thing Happened, it also happened to me, I have thought of this one line so much I have also written it down in a notebook:

unfortunately, I took to long and my grandma will never receive anything I manage to send which actually breaks my heart and now! I'm crying, amazing

"Joy, disaster, come unbound here
I'll deny me none while I'm allowed
With all things above the ground"

it was (to me) very funny, how I convinced my lovely nana to accept it. I was like: listen, either you let me spend this money on you or I _will_ spend it on not men but DIGITAL men (and then showed sylus to her BYE) (I love her sm, she liked sylus and listened to my nonsense)

maybe working this stressful job is worth it because today!! I will send food to my grandparents from a restaurant we like. Although far, I can enjoy it through them.

"chang geng is here" and then he ran like a little duckling that's his lover that's his chang geng and the love of his life afdsjklfjs I LOVE THEM