hori 🦋
@sidkahori.bsky.social
my soon (hopefully 🙏) to be priv
im getting too comfortable here
im getting too comfortable here
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hori 🦋
@sidkahori.bsky.social
· Dec 27
> if i don't know u, i block without hesitation
> i'll use this acc for vents, might mention sh (hopefully i stay clean)
> i'll spam shitpost about my personal life or deeper thoughts about it
> dni if i didn't give us this acc, dni with my altoomfs that also prefer boundries on their alts
> i'll use this acc for vents, might mention sh (hopefully i stay clean)
> i'll spam shitpost about my personal life or deeper thoughts about it
> dni if i didn't give us this acc, dni with my altoomfs that also prefer boundries on their alts
TW SH
fighting the urge bc of something stupid and oh my god its so hard, the urge is so bad
fighting the urge bc of something stupid and oh my god its so hard, the urge is so bad
January 19, 2026 at 12:10 PM
TW SH
fighting the urge bc of something stupid and oh my god its so hard, the urge is so bad
fighting the urge bc of something stupid and oh my god its so hard, the urge is so bad
i came to vent but its kinda /pos vent with sad tones
!TW SH!
today is 3rd year anniversary since my dad got cought drunk driving with me in a car
3 years ago i wanted to die and took some steps toward it but chickened out
in a few days my dad will be 3 years sober, im so proud!
i love life now!
!TW SH!
today is 3rd year anniversary since my dad got cought drunk driving with me in a car
3 years ago i wanted to die and took some steps toward it but chickened out
in a few days my dad will be 3 years sober, im so proud!
i love life now!
January 3, 2026 at 9:43 AM
i came to vent but its kinda /pos vent with sad tones
!TW SH!
today is 3rd year anniversary since my dad got cought drunk driving with me in a car
3 years ago i wanted to die and took some steps toward it but chickened out
in a few days my dad will be 3 years sober, im so proud!
i love life now!
!TW SH!
today is 3rd year anniversary since my dad got cought drunk driving with me in a car
3 years ago i wanted to die and took some steps toward it but chickened out
in a few days my dad will be 3 years sober, im so proud!
i love life now!
im actually so mad at myself idk what to do i dont want my dad to be sad
August 23, 2025 at 4:48 PM
im actually so mad at myself idk what to do i dont want my dad to be sad
everything i touxh i fuckong destory
August 23, 2025 at 2:12 PM
everything i touxh i fuckong destory
i am such an idiot i will actually cry
August 23, 2025 at 2:11 PM
i am such an idiot i will actually cry
IVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 7 MONTHS ALREADY??? I THOUGHT ITS SOMETHING RECENT
i have little ticks where im really lightly nodding my head and bc of how frequent im doing that sometimes, my head hurts 😭
August 22, 2025 at 10:20 AM
IVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 7 MONTHS ALREADY??? I THOUGHT ITS SOMETHING RECENT
recently ive hung out with my bsf and the topic somehow got to a time when we were in a group and we went out without her, we actually spoke about that a quite few times already, i didnt know back then that no one invited her bc i only heard that she was sick so she couldn't go. I took this
August 22, 2025 at 10:07 AM
recently ive hung out with my bsf and the topic somehow got to a time when we were in a group and we went out without her, we actually spoke about that a quite few times already, i didnt know back then that no one invited her bc i only heard that she was sick so she couldn't go. I took this
i am so scared for my bsf's health its no joke
August 19, 2025 at 3:53 PM
i am so scared for my bsf's health its no joke
kurwa mam tak zszargane nerwy, że prawie dostałam ataku paniki PROWADZĄC jebany samochód
May 6, 2025 at 12:41 PM
kurwa mam tak zszargane nerwy, że prawie dostałam ataku paniki PROWADZĄC jebany samochód
mom already yelled at me at 8 am
time to crash into a wall!!!
time to crash into a wall!!!
May 6, 2025 at 6:14 AM
mom already yelled at me at 8 am
time to crash into a wall!!!
time to crash into a wall!!!
im so mentally exhausted
it hurts i cant speak to anyone about it omfg
it hurts i cant speak to anyone about it omfg
May 2, 2025 at 5:30 PM
im so mentally exhausted
it hurts i cant speak to anyone about it omfg
it hurts i cant speak to anyone about it omfg
there was already sth going wrong with my mental health and now its lower than its ever been for the past year
i thought im doing so good
i thought im doing so good
May 2, 2025 at 10:28 AM
there was already sth going wrong with my mental health and now its lower than its ever been for the past year
i thought im doing so good
i thought im doing so good
i rhink today i had the wildest panic attack i ever had
May 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM
i rhink today i had the wildest panic attack i ever had
im just so upset
i feel like crying
i feel like crying
April 13, 2025 at 4:00 PM
im just so upset
i feel like crying
i feel like crying
im feeling so poorly mentally, maybe i should really just sleep through it all
March 19, 2025 at 11:42 PM
im feeling so poorly mentally, maybe i should really just sleep through it all
how doest that work? my dad understands when im avoiding touch, i dont like being touched even if its affectionate, he sometimes gets hurt but i think he gets me
yet my mom, who doesnt hug me, i dont know when was the last time she told me she loves me, when she wants to hurt me, i cant even say no
yet my mom, who doesnt hug me, i dont know when was the last time she told me she loves me, when she wants to hurt me, i cant even say no
March 18, 2025 at 7:54 PM
how doest that work? my dad understands when im avoiding touch, i dont like being touched even if its affectionate, he sometimes gets hurt but i think he gets me
yet my mom, who doesnt hug me, i dont know when was the last time she told me she loves me, when she wants to hurt me, i cant even say no
yet my mom, who doesnt hug me, i dont know when was the last time she told me she loves me, when she wants to hurt me, i cant even say no
my mom should write a book about how to ruin my day 101
March 18, 2025 at 7:50 PM
my mom should write a book about how to ruin my day 101
why saying "no" and fighting to not get touched when i dont want it is suddenly disrespectful
March 18, 2025 at 7:48 PM
why saying "no" and fighting to not get touched when i dont want it is suddenly disrespectful
my mother is seriously a nutjob
she "saw" something in my earlobe piercing she wanted to "look at" (squeeze, it hurts like hell)
so obviously i told her no,
i told her no three times, i slapped her hand out of the way (she was reaching to my ear) three times
after third time she started yelling
she "saw" something in my earlobe piercing she wanted to "look at" (squeeze, it hurts like hell)
so obviously i told her no,
i told her no three times, i slapped her hand out of the way (she was reaching to my ear) three times
after third time she started yelling
March 18, 2025 at 7:47 PM
my mother is seriously a nutjob
she "saw" something in my earlobe piercing she wanted to "look at" (squeeze, it hurts like hell)
so obviously i told her no,
i told her no three times, i slapped her hand out of the way (she was reaching to my ear) three times
after third time she started yelling
she "saw" something in my earlobe piercing she wanted to "look at" (squeeze, it hurts like hell)
so obviously i told her no,
i told her no three times, i slapped her hand out of the way (she was reaching to my ear) three times
after third time she started yelling
me bc tl on main isnt full of fav oomfs anymore
a cartoon drawing of a girl with a flower in her hair
ALT: a cartoon drawing of a girl with a flower in her hair
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March 16, 2025 at 10:06 PM
me bc tl on main isnt full of fav oomfs anymore
i ate so much garlic butter yesterday i think my intestines are dying
March 15, 2025 at 11:02 AM
i ate so much garlic butter yesterday i think my intestines are dying
yk atp i cant tell if i think of myself as bi or lesbian
i dont know if i think of men as attractive just bc i can recognize if someones attractive or not or if im really attracted to them
bc ive only ever been attracted do women, i wanted to kiss women, but that might also be bc of lack of men ugh
i dont know if i think of men as attractive just bc i can recognize if someones attractive or not or if im really attracted to them
bc ive only ever been attracted do women, i wanted to kiss women, but that might also be bc of lack of men ugh
March 15, 2025 at 11:00 AM
yk atp i cant tell if i think of myself as bi or lesbian
i dont know if i think of men as attractive just bc i can recognize if someones attractive or not or if im really attracted to them
bc ive only ever been attracted do women, i wanted to kiss women, but that might also be bc of lack of men ugh
i dont know if i think of men as attractive just bc i can recognize if someones attractive or not or if im really attracted to them
bc ive only ever been attracted do women, i wanted to kiss women, but that might also be bc of lack of men ugh
i feel embarassed and i dont even know what i did to feel that way
March 13, 2025 at 9:25 PM
i feel embarassed and i dont even know what i did to feel that way