Lazycat
@sidchi.bsky.social
Boredom, depression or crippling anxiety? Who knows why, I am just weird.
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Warnings: Ranting, sh, Ed (but against unsolicited body shaming)
20+
Warnings: Ranting, sh, Ed (but against unsolicited body shaming)
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Lazycat
@sidchi.bsky.social
· 23d
pro recovery for those who want to, if they don't want to, cool, if they want to get worse, hope they know when the risks outweigh the benefits.
I am against permanently making life harder than it needs to be, but if judging won't help, I won't judge...or try not to.
I am against permanently making life harder than it needs to be, but if judging won't help, I won't judge...or try not to.
Happy lunar new year/Chinese new year to you all (including cultureless white people ofc)
when you say "happy lunar new year", can you include me in that as well? "happy lunar new year and cultureless white boys too" if it's not too much trouble
February 17, 2026 at 10:43 PM
Happy lunar new year/Chinese new year to you all (including cultureless white people ofc)
English words can't represent me like this can: "sem peito e sem bunda do jeito que o pai gosta, porque madera fina o prego entra mais fácil, brota na minha vida palito de dente"
February 17, 2026 at 10:38 PM
English words can't represent me like this can: "sem peito e sem bunda do jeito que o pai gosta, porque madera fina o prego entra mais fácil, brota na minha vida palito de dente"
It's my year so it motivated me to get ready lol
Wearing communist red to Chinese new year
February 17, 2026 at 5:29 PM
It's my year so it motivated me to get ready lol
Wearing communist red to Chinese new year
February 17, 2026 at 5:28 PM
Wearing communist red to Chinese new year
"If you can't do it right now, take your time do it little by little" right?
February 17, 2026 at 5:01 PM
"If you can't do it right now, take your time do it little by little" right?
I should study but I have to clean my house, for that I need to go buy supplies, what means put clothes on and dry my hair and I don't wanna do any of that 😮💨
February 17, 2026 at 4:13 PM
I should study but I have to clean my house, for that I need to go buy supplies, what means put clothes on and dry my hair and I don't wanna do any of that 😮💨
I slept until the hunger went away 🙃
So, I ate this yesterday.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
February 17, 2026 at 2:34 PM
I slept until the hunger went away 🙃
So, I ate this yesterday.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
February 16, 2026 at 5:36 PM
So, I ate this yesterday.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
Managed to stay under 800kcal despite that but now I am soo hungry,
Scared of eating and loosing control, already had 500kcal today and it only made me hungrier #edbsky what do you guys recommend? Really inclined to fasting until my cravings subside,
Can't trust myself.
At this point I sincerely don't know if I am just numb to pain and don't realize I am hurting myself or if it's just my body acting up on me
February 16, 2026 at 5:01 PM
At this point I sincerely don't know if I am just numb to pain and don't realize I am hurting myself or if it's just my body acting up on me
February 16, 2026 at 4:59 PM
Having a pretty friend is like: her posting a picture with you and you realizing you are uglier than you thought
February 15, 2026 at 6:42 PM
Having a pretty friend is like: her posting a picture with you and you realizing you are uglier than you thought
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Repost this if you are:
A masochist
𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝
𝔸 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕥
α ოαsօcհísԵ
ᗩ ᗰᗩՏOᑕᕼIՏT
𝑨 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒕
𝓐 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽
ᥲ mᥲs᥆ᥴһіs𝗍
No one will ever know which one
#masochism #masochist
A masochist
𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝
𝔸 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕥
α ოαsօcհísԵ
ᗩ ᗰᗩՏOᑕᕼIՏT
𝑨 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒕
𝓐 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽
ᥲ mᥲs᥆ᥴһіs𝗍
No one will ever know which one
#masochism #masochist
February 14, 2026 at 8:46 PM
Repost this if you are:
A masochist
𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝
𝔸 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕥
α ოαsօcհísԵ
ᗩ ᗰᗩՏOᑕᕼIՏT
𝑨 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒕
𝓐 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽
ᥲ mᥲs᥆ᥴһіs𝗍
No one will ever know which one
#masochism #masochist
A masochist
𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝
𝔸 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕥
α ოαsօcհísԵ
ᗩ ᗰᗩՏOᑕᕼIՏT
𝑨 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒕
𝓐 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽
ᥲ mᥲs᥆ᥴһіs𝗍
No one will ever know which one
#masochism #masochist
Someone knows a zombie/apocalyptic/sci-fi series/movie with the walking dead season 1 to 5 vibes? (so like more survival and finding your fam than war)
Actually it not being comedy I can watch any genre.
Actually it not being comedy I can watch any genre.
February 15, 2026 at 12:03 AM
Someone knows a zombie/apocalyptic/sci-fi series/movie with the walking dead season 1 to 5 vibes? (so like more survival and finding your fam than war)
Actually it not being comedy I can watch any genre.
Actually it not being comedy I can watch any genre.
February 13, 2026 at 11:14 PM
I binged so badly today, like FOUR Nutella toast and a cup noodles WITH an egg, and then I was like "I am gonna throw up anyway" and got a hotdogs with potato chips 🙄
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate purging hotdog, at least I am already nauseous enough just thinking about it
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate purging hotdog, at least I am already nauseous enough just thinking about it
February 13, 2026 at 11:12 PM
I binged so badly today, like FOUR Nutella toast and a cup noodles WITH an egg, and then I was like "I am gonna throw up anyway" and got a hotdogs with potato chips 🙄
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate purging hotdog, at least I am already nauseous enough just thinking about it
Why do I do this to myself?
I hate purging hotdog, at least I am already nauseous enough just thinking about it
I am scared, I really really am scared
I know it's alright if I fail, but I am still scared, I am terrified
And I know it's alright to cry but it feels like a confirmation that I am not ready, that I can't do it
I know it's alright if I fail, but I am still scared, I am terrified
And I know it's alright to cry but it feels like a confirmation that I am not ready, that I can't do it
February 13, 2026 at 1:27 AM
I am scared, I really really am scared
I know it's alright if I fail, but I am still scared, I am terrified
And I know it's alright to cry but it feels like a confirmation that I am not ready, that I can't do it
I know it's alright if I fail, but I am still scared, I am terrified
And I know it's alright to cry but it feels like a confirmation that I am not ready, that I can't do it
While doing this I remembered Orochimaru was one of my first crushes as a kid lol
-Most things blank are just things I am simply not interested in, on a kinky way
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
February 12, 2026 at 7:48 PM
While doing this I remembered Orochimaru was one of my first crushes as a kid lol
-Most things blank are just things I am simply not interested in, on a kinky way
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
February 12, 2026 at 7:46 PM
-Most things blank are just things I am simply not interested in, on a kinky way
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
-"under age" are heavily conditioned to age play cuz kids and innocence kinda disgusts me (trauma is a bitch)
-wdym by "free space"?
-I couldn't put more hearts in veins and breath play bc of the placement 🥺
I AM SORRY I HAVE A ED 😭
February 12, 2026 at 5:03 PM
I AM SORRY I HAVE A ED 😭
Here are five things I like and I don't know that many people so I will tag someone in the comments to do it too
-Science
-Any type of fiction (but sci-fi is my fav)
-light SH
-Music with impactfull lyrics
-animals that could kill you (and any feline including cats)
(This was hard lol)
-Science
-Any type of fiction (but sci-fi is my fav)
-light SH
-Music with impactfull lyrics
-animals that could kill you (and any feline including cats)
(This was hard lol)
Here are five things I like and I'll tag five (or six but hush) oomfs because my spouse might kill me (unsexy) if I don't. May it spread as the plague.
• Girls!!!!!
• Knives
• Fire 🔥🔥🔥
• Anime (especially the cute stuff)
• Music!!!!!
• Girls!!!!!
• Knives
• Fire 🔥🔥🔥
• Anime (especially the cute stuff)
• Music!!!!!
Here are five things I like and I'll TAG FIVE OOMFS IN THE COMMENTS SO THEY DO IT TOO. NOW. 💖
- Eating pumpkins... :)
- My hyperfixations that help distract me from reality :3c
- DESPAIR AND SUFFERING IN FICTION YESSS
- Having my hair stroked ´◡`
- Chocolate (helps my depression and anxiety)
- Eating pumpkins... :)
- My hyperfixations that help distract me from reality :3c
- DESPAIR AND SUFFERING IN FICTION YESSS
- Having my hair stroked ´◡`
- Chocolate (helps my depression and anxiety)
February 12, 2026 at 4:41 PM
Here are five things I like and I don't know that many people so I will tag someone in the comments to do it too
-Science
-Any type of fiction (but sci-fi is my fav)
-light SH
-Music with impactfull lyrics
-animals that could kill you (and any feline including cats)
(This was hard lol)
-Science
-Any type of fiction (but sci-fi is my fav)
-light SH
-Music with impactfull lyrics
-animals that could kill you (and any feline including cats)
(This was hard lol)
"Why bother buying food that I am going to throw up?" And that's how I successfully stopped myself from buying junk food I can't afford today 🙂↕️
February 12, 2026 at 2:56 AM
"Why bother buying food that I am going to throw up?" And that's how I successfully stopped myself from buying junk food I can't afford today 🙂↕️
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Fresh fresh news, my "parent" (and my main source of income) didn't just block me for months cuz he couldn't care less(this time) he was actually in surgery and lost my number in the process.
Sorry for doubting you dad, please pay my rent 😞🥺
Sorry for doubting you dad, please pay my rent 😞🥺
February 12, 2026 at 12:29 AM
Fresh fresh news, my "parent" (and my main source of income) didn't just block me for months cuz he couldn't care less(this time) he was actually in surgery and lost my number in the process.
Sorry for doubting you dad, please pay my rent 😞🥺
Sorry for doubting you dad, please pay my rent 😞🥺
News for the #edbsky I am back on track yay
for #shbsky that styro session still hurts like a motherfucker<3
to #venting why am I so fucking lazy? Get over it or KY bitch, no patience to keep enabling ms.
To normies: block/ignore don't report please.
Normies who started following me....why?
for #shbsky that styro session still hurts like a motherfucker<3
to #venting why am I so fucking lazy? Get over it or KY bitch, no patience to keep enabling ms.
To normies: block/ignore don't report please.
Normies who started following me....why?
February 12, 2026 at 12:03 AM