Damn, I'm truely sorry to hear that. Hopefully you take the day to remember things about him and share some good memorys.

Oh nice i've played some pokemon fusion and such.

I mean I hope that they aren't actively ostracizing you, have you tried to talk to any of them about these feelings and thoughts? Honestly for me and my friends I have had had open communication on things usually help. As for games what kinda games do you like?

Sorry you feel that way, I have also been in a weird spot with knowing where I stand with my friend group. I am however always looking to make new friends ^-^