Ah i knew i will get a lot of use from this image in my chosen fandom

Scandalous! 😱

Sounds like you got a bunch of mental blocks to work through, maybe you need to look for guidance with someone more experienced

Sometimes its more about what they want to express. Sometimes making things "wrong" contributes to that.

So sketch. You learn more from making 100 imperfect drawings than one "perfect" one (there is no perfect it never ends)

If something you like comes out of it go on and share it but that is not the point of this exercise

Draw for yourself, there is no audience or posting