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Yap city bXtch. Yap, yap city bXtch!
Just a dumb dog who feels like an alien sent to Earth. | They/Them, Over 18 | ♾️, ♿ | Vent account, just chatting breeze here. TW/ A lot
This is not how I figured anything would be going now
February 3, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I don't even remember the Fallout games being that bad for triggers vs the show.

Sure it was gorey & touched on a lot of uncomfortable topics/themes & politics, but I don't remember burning puppies alive, a QTE for trying to not get raped or walking around as my character just vomits profusely.
February 2, 2026 at 6:22 AM
I want to do something other than struggle tbh.

I've been trying for years, doing different things, changing crowds, working on and bettering myself, different jobs and voluntary work.

Yet I can somehow never escape and be truly happy.
I've just been suffering.
February 1, 2026 at 5:29 AM
I'm done
I don't think I'll be getting something like that again.

Costs so much and my luck with both time and communication has been awful
January 25, 2026 at 5:09 AM
Reading what's going on in the news right now, seeing the camps and all I can think of is Birkenau.

I will never forget seeing the nail marks on the wall, people of the past clawing at the concrete with their bare & bloody hands. Trying to escape, to survive.
Thousands meeting the same end.
January 25, 2026 at 2:25 AM
It's not a dream/nightmare because I can't wake up.

Over the years I've developed the ability to wake myself up if it's too distressing, as well as being able to lucid dream.

Either I'm not strong enough yet, or this really is it.
January 21, 2026 at 3:18 PM
I don't think I'm ever going to feel safe
January 20, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Forever the friend that's in several small group chats with a weird name, never the friend that gets invited to larger groups and asked to hang out.

I'm in 1 large group but I don't really know the people there. I feel like an outsider who's not in in any of the pre established jokes and it sucks.
January 20, 2026 at 2:13 AM
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I just want to live at a time without unprecedented events.
January 3, 2026 at 4:57 PM
Seems like I'm single-handedly running 3 communities these days.
January 20, 2026 at 1:59 AM
Reposted by Certified yapper
🤣🤣
January 18, 2026 at 12:25 AM
I am very empathetic.

That's good in moderation or just being a nice person.
But I can't shut it down or shrink it.

Doesn't matter if it's those I care for, strangers, cartoons or even NPCs in games- lines of code.
I feel for them. I want them to be okay.
The news just makes it worse...
January 18, 2026 at 7:00 AM
Really think I'm just hated and that I should delete all of my socials and never come back.
January 16, 2026 at 10:55 AM
Why do I have an overwhelming feeling that things are just going to get a whole lot worse soon..
January 15, 2026 at 6:19 AM
I can already tell I'm going to regret paying for those tickers... my 30th birthday trip won't be about me.
It'll be about their alcoholism & I'll be calling first aid at 4am AGAIN to prevent them from choking on their own vomit.

Getting no sleep & missing all the things I wanted to do the next day
January 10, 2026 at 6:12 AM
I often worry that I just annoy my friends and that they're only tolerating me
January 9, 2026 at 3:02 AM
Everywhere I go (and every social interaction I have), I always feel like an Alien from another planet.

Looking in through the window from the outside, observing and trying to understand
January 8, 2026 at 2:54 AM
Know someone who's entire personality is retail.
Anything you bring up they'll somehow spin it back to them working in retail or how long they've worked there.

What are your hobbies? What do you do? What do you like? What is your life outside of your job?
December 31, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I dunno man, I think literally buying from someone who states they don't want minors interacting with them because they make kink and fetish gear *is* sexual.
Say it's "wholesome" all you want, but that's how the literal creator of your stuff is defining it.
December 30, 2025 at 2:03 PM
The rise of these bitch suits in con spaces attended by minors should be looked into imo.

Like why are you bringing bondage gear to that?
December 30, 2025 at 12:35 PM
So excited to see another VTuber that actually encorperates the animal they're supposed to be into their design and isn't just another white girl with a tail
🙏😭
December 25, 2025 at 4:38 AM
3 hours of hype for a single item release? Are we dead ass?
December 22, 2025 at 6:16 PM
Don't seem to be anyone's first when it comes to talking, gaming or hanging out.

I understand life is busy, but it's really easy to recognize a pattern.
Especially when they make plans with others...

Maybe I am just shit.
December 22, 2025 at 5:00 AM
With the Walliams news out, that makes 20/20 people I've clocked.
Gotta love pattern recognition.
December 20, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Fuck y'all who told me to move from Twitter and made out like I'd be a huge racist supporter if I stayed, only to just go crawling back.

I need money from my livelihood too, you just wanted more eyes to yourself ya selfish picks.
December 14, 2025 at 8:07 PM