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Luka / Rika.
@serotonin-error.bsky.social
the horrors persist but so do i
32 | ace lesbian | handicapable | gaymer
[extremely normal abt pokemon]
A “real” psychiatrist, like one I’ve seen regularly not just in a 3-7day stay in a hospital. They Dx’d me bipolar when I was 14 and that just stuck with me. That’s why I’d really like to be re-evaluated. I think my dx’s are some bs :/
December 15, 2025 at 2:07 AM
The first time I was “caught” trying to km$ was when I was 14, I went to a mental hospital adolescence unit (and the younger units are wiiild there’s so many screwed up kids in there grouped together to be bad influences on eachother) and they Dx’d me and put me on meds, and I’ve never been dx’d by
December 15, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Yea I think some of you’d like it but it’s also very bloody/violent cause i mean, you’re fighting a war with swords in the game. But the main characters can get together in the second game 🏳️‍🌈 it’s the hardest romance option but it’s so worth it cause it’s like a slow burn from even the 1st game ❤️‍🔥
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December 15, 2025 at 2:00 AM
Aww that gif is adorbs :3 I love it 🩶 (yall can have a grey heart from now on, I want to assign my fav ppl certain color hearts. Grey for yall, cause not everything is black and white🤭) haha well I get 0 hugs/day so yall are doing awesome! And I’d add as many as yall wanted
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December 15, 2025 at 1:56 AM
That’s an awesome analogy! It’s just one head, it takes time to adjust and make space, that’s comfy for everyone!! <3 you got this guys
December 12, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I bet haha I used to be when I was younger and didn’t have meds. I was sitting in a corner of my bathroom while I friends were in the mirror doing like makeup or smth and they stopped and watched me for a bit and then laughed cause I was amusing myself with tissue paper, waving it around lol
December 12, 2025 at 4:56 PM
I’m posting a lot of kcd1 stuff that im playing rn. Kcd is a medieval rpg what’re fucking huge and have a ton of stuff to do and explore and npcs have like “personality” (and it’s not fucking ai) and the combat is hard, it’s a hard game lol but sooo worth
December 12, 2025 at 4:54 PM
Give yalls body a hug for every One of you (even the ones that may be hiding, if I’d be all okay lol)
December 12, 2025 at 4:51 PM
Don’t make me cry yall who say dat I wanna no imma get em 😭😭 lmfao but fr thank yall 😭😭 the only other ppl who supports me like that is my big sis and my adoptive mama (an older friend I just adopted as a mom lol). But I hardly see them :/ and all yall are here 😭😭 idk if it’s cold, imma +
December 12, 2025 at 4:51 PM
Eeeeh y’all’s fam kinda suck sometimes anyway. Screw what fam thinks. I get it’s weird cause if he won’t come forward but yall do and it’s not mutual it could ruin everyone’s friendships :/ im sure each one of you have y’all’s own way to communicate with him and he’s v nice to everyone like i try to
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December 12, 2025 at 4:47 PM
Yea like I have $6 (and a bit of cash) to my name dudes. Rues eating her wet food I feed her now but she won’t even eat minced ones, just pate if I mix it with water cause she needs hydration :/ and it’s the gd lexapro I was going there to get changed. I was sick as a dog all day.
December 12, 2025 at 4:43 PM
A supervisor and they told her not to. I got the fuck away from her, she was in my town’s public mental health clinic, and so they sent me to one in a town over’s mental health clinic. That’s why I puke on the rides, bigger country towns are like 30m-2h away so I’m fucking stuck
December 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Also having to decide what you “can” and “can’t” tell them cause if you’re not careful with your words, they’ll send you fuckin off 😩 my bitch old psych tried to send me off cause i said i was sewerslidal like a week ago but i didn’t feel that way now. And i pitched a bitch fit on her so she called+
December 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Well tell vik hiii and welcome and they can take their time. I remember when Mel (I think it was) was newer and it took time. Just make yourselves comfy for them :) you’re all nice imo and lovely
December 12, 2025 at 4:34 PM
^ get it. “Ball”. I think I’m funny or smth
December 12, 2025 at 4:32 PM
I think so too but it’d be fun for us all to decorate 🤭 I bet smaller Ones would have a BALL ;)
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December 12, 2025 at 4:31 PM
It was a typo, cause I meant they *didn’t win but goty is game of the year from the biggest gaming award ceremony. KCD2 is a game I love and it didn’t win :(
December 12, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Oh also new minimalist opal septum :) trying it out for my sisters wedding maybe :))
December 12, 2025 at 4:27 PM
But now I also notice I’m not as hungry today. Which I hope keeps up and isn’t just a one day thing. Idk if it’d make much of a difference with one dose, but manifest I WILL LOSE WEIIGHT
December 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM