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Thank you lovely 💕 I am trying but it doesn't seem like it to some people 😖

gyre gyre gyre

The thoughts that I'm faking it, so I can just rest, are eating at me a lil' lately. Also I'm starting to disappoint those around me.
It's so hard to explain to others...

I definitely cannot return to trying as hard as I used to, with how I eventually crashed for weeks, sometimes months after only a few weeks of work.

Life is scary :c

I've never felt more vulnerable.

I stopped ignoring what seems to make me upset, panic or just shutdown and the list is very long.
Now that I've noticed, I'm trying to go at my own pace for the sake of my health.

There's a point this year that I broke and realised that I can't work a job like people expect me to.
It's been 6 months since that realisation and it's built on years of struggling
Since then I've been diagnosed with ME/CFS and I've opened myself up to my struggles with my neurodivergence/autism.

Sleep well girlie 💕

That's very sweet of you ☺️
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Oh no !
That sounds crazy :c
Make sure you take every minute of every break you can and give yourself a treat. 🦴
every. single. day. ✨

Yes, you too lovely c: glad to hear it, mine is alright so far today ☺️

Good mornie Kanto c: Hope your day is swell ☺️

You're so right frOgie ! it doesn't really make any sense at all, huh...

thank you for your wisdoms 🥰