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this is going to be a safe space for me.
where i can cry, overshare and express myself fully without the fear of being judged.
i'm not afraid to block but pls don't make me !!!
where i can cry, overshare and express myself fully without the fear of being judged.
i'm not afraid to block but pls don't make me !!!
so sick of my mom complaining about how i react to certain things like i've been this way my whole fucking life
November 8, 2025 at 1:26 AM
so sick of my mom complaining about how i react to certain things like i've been this way my whole fucking life
they're trying to cut my check in half, if that happens idk what i'm going to do..
Social Security is trying to screw me again. I thought the 3 year war to get it was going to be it but it’s been a constant since I got awarded it in May. When does it end???? 😡🥲
November 7, 2025 at 7:02 PM
they're trying to cut my check in half, if that happens idk what i'm going to do..
Social Security is trying to screw me again. I thought the 3 year war to get it was going to be it but it’s been a constant since I got awarded it in May. When does it end???? 😡🥲
November 1, 2025 at 1:20 AM
Social Security is trying to screw me again. I thought the 3 year war to get it was going to be it but it’s been a constant since I got awarded it in May. When does it end???? 😡🥲
mom complained how much i’ve been calling :( i swear i’ve only called them once a day and i guess that’s too much 😪
October 20, 2025 at 2:30 AM
mom complained how much i’ve been calling :( i swear i’ve only called them once a day and i guess that’s too much 😪
😪 I also got my period so I’m not doing good at all
October 16, 2025 at 2:32 AM
😪 I also got my period so I’m not doing good at all
they left early this morning and I’m a mess 😣
my parents are going on vacation tomorrow and I’ve been crying all weekend about it. I don’t know how I’m going to handle being without my mom and I’m terrified.
October 15, 2025 at 2:20 PM
they left early this morning and I’m a mess 😣
my parents are going on vacation tomorrow and I’ve been crying all weekend about it. I don’t know how I’m going to handle being without my mom and I’m terrified.
October 13, 2025 at 4:56 PM
my parents are going on vacation tomorrow and I’ve been crying all weekend about it. I don’t know how I’m going to handle being without my mom and I’m terrified.
I’ve been in so much pain for the last week and I’m not sleeping well due to this meeting happening on Thursday, ugh 😑
September 30, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I’ve been in so much pain for the last week and I’m not sleeping well due to this meeting happening on Thursday, ugh 😑
a mutual who i thought i shared many interests with unfollowed me and that kinda hurt. i’m trying to not let these things bother me but it’s like losing a friend and i feel like i’ve done something wrong 😖
September 26, 2025 at 1:11 AM
a mutual who i thought i shared many interests with unfollowed me and that kinda hurt. i’m trying to not let these things bother me but it’s like losing a friend and i feel like i’ve done something wrong 😖
have only had my social security income for 4 months and they already want to set up a meeting to see if I’m still needing it or not…like hello? I didn’t go through the process for 3 tears to just not need it 😣 it’s also a phone call meeting and I’m terribly afraid of phone calls so this is great! 😣
September 25, 2025 at 5:49 PM
have only had my social security income for 4 months and they already want to set up a meeting to see if I’m still needing it or not…like hello? I didn’t go through the process for 3 tears to just not need it 😣 it’s also a phone call meeting and I’m terribly afraid of phone calls so this is great! 😣
asked my mom if I could bring Luna to the theatre tomorrow night and she said no…guess who’s going to bring her anyway 🤭
September 23, 2025 at 1:06 AM
asked my mom if I could bring Luna to the theatre tomorrow night and she said no…guess who’s going to bring her anyway 🤭
when the pain is so unbearable i throw up 😣
September 21, 2025 at 10:57 PM
when the pain is so unbearable i throw up 😣
i just lost a ton of followers and i don't know what i did but damn i was so excited to hit 4k and now it's gone :((
September 15, 2025 at 3:20 AM
i just lost a ton of followers and i don't know what i did but damn i was so excited to hit 4k and now it's gone :((
i can barely keep my excitement down for my trip tomorrow ahhhhhhhhhhh
September 14, 2025 at 7:02 PM
i can barely keep my excitement down for my trip tomorrow ahhhhhhhhhhh
why is it so hard for me to shower 😣 like i know i need to take one but i just can’t ughhhhh
September 12, 2025 at 9:53 PM
why is it so hard for me to shower 😣 like i know i need to take one but i just can’t ughhhhh
i just went through 5 stages of shock, i need a minute
September 12, 2025 at 1:31 AM
i just went through 5 stages of shock, i need a minute
he apparently feels bad so my mom told me not to worry about and that we're going !!! yayay !!!!
my mom planned a special thing for my birthday by taking me away to my favorite place and my parents said they would be pay for the hotel room but then my dad screamed at my mom this morning about it… like wtf, can’t he not be asshole 24/7? apparently not 🙄
September 12, 2025 at 12:58 AM
he apparently feels bad so my mom told me not to worry about and that we're going !!! yayay !!!!
i've been coming to terms with believing i'm autistic, it's very expensive to get diagnosed and i've already been there and done that with adhd, gadd and mdd. so i think just believing it and getting support needs elsewhere is okay for now :3
September 12, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i've been coming to terms with believing i'm autistic, it's very expensive to get diagnosed and i've already been there and done that with adhd, gadd and mdd. so i think just believing it and getting support needs elsewhere is okay for now :3
heh it's me :3
September 12, 2025 at 12:44 AM
heh it's me :3
seeing my “ex” get mentioned and talked about on here still makes me feel so gross like we didn’t even date so why can’t i get over it?
September 11, 2025 at 11:33 PM
seeing my “ex” get mentioned and talked about on here still makes me feel so gross like we didn’t even date so why can’t i get over it?
my mom planned a special thing for my birthday by taking me away to my favorite place and my parents said they would be pay for the hotel room but then my dad screamed at my mom this morning about it… like wtf, can’t he not be asshole 24/7? apparently not 🙄
September 11, 2025 at 8:39 PM
my mom planned a special thing for my birthday by taking me away to my favorite place and my parents said they would be pay for the hotel room but then my dad screamed at my mom this morning about it… like wtf, can’t he not be asshole 24/7? apparently not 🙄
I’m so sick of talking with my family and they don’t believe anything I say like they’re always right and I’m wrong. So fucking annoying 🤬
August 29, 2025 at 5:26 PM
I’m so sick of talking with my family and they don’t believe anything I say like they’re always right and I’m wrong. So fucking annoying 🤬
i love buying and having plushies so much but i’m so sick of my mom comparing me to my nieces and telling me that I need to stop buying them or buy them for the nieces instead and it makes me so angry!!!!!! like this a thing that brings me joy and cure trauma from a childhood you caused 😤😡
August 23, 2025 at 5:59 PM
i love buying and having plushies so much but i’m so sick of my mom comparing me to my nieces and telling me that I need to stop buying them or buy them for the nieces instead and it makes me so angry!!!!!! like this a thing that brings me joy and cure trauma from a childhood you caused 😤😡
like i can’t get my brain to stop so all i can do is sit here and hug chococat until i can breathe again but why won’t it stop :(((
August 19, 2025 at 1:42 AM
like i can’t get my brain to stop so all i can do is sit here and hug chococat until i can breathe again but why won’t it stop :(((
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