About what you’re doing. That’s all I ask. I am risking harassment to try to say something so you know that this is not ok. Thank you.

For no reason. People like me & Annecy are upset because this is hard to witness. We stood by you. But this is to a point this is having real life impacts, I tried to end my life in April last year from how deeply hurt I was by what you were doing. I almost lost my job from stress. Please think -

You stood for. This is bad. REALLY bad. I beg for you to please take a step back & realize what you’re doing. You are a great protester. You got some great takes. You are well spoken. But this road that you’re going down right now is upsetting. Please think about how this looks. People aren’t upset-

Tried so very hard to make amends with you & be cordial & be kind but this is to the point I am actually really hurt & upset to a severe degree. Pleaseeee think about what you’re doing. EP could’ve been great. I really loved what you were doing for so long. But this is upsetting. This is not what -

Once again using Drake Bell’s survivor’s child SA trauma as a gotcha. I personally resonate with this survivor. I am triggered. I am upset. Like wtf is this? Alexa, you’re mad ok, but you do not get to weaponize a child’s trauma to squash internet beef. That’s not ok. I cared for you deeply & I -

Andrew has one represented my abuser. So the mix of Alexa going against a survivor she once considered a friend for Alexa simply thinking she didn’t need surgery combined with her hiring a lawyer who worked with my abuser scares the shit out of me. But I decided to speak out now because she is now -

& in turn put me in danger & also painted a picture that I am against this survivor. I am not. This survivor did really hurt me deeply but I do NOT think she wasn’t abused. This is disgusting of Alexa. & I have been taking a step back from speaking up because of that & Andrew Brettler. -

Claimed to. Then she proceeded to speak in defense of Nick Carter because of a survivor who she did not agree with who had a heart surgery. I helped this survivor set up a fundraiser (yes I gave her every cent & Alexa has been proved this by me & stood up for that). She dragged me into this -

& yes I did wrong but I don’t think I deserved to have my very weak moment from stress & trauma be blasted on her channel of then 100k subscribers to be mocked in a live chat with her mods doing nothing to stop it. I was heartbroken. This is when I realized Alexa did not support survivors as she -

Accountable & was so sorry. She then proceeded to do a live about this & allowed her chat to talk so terribly about me. She didn’t mention my DID until I stood up for myself in the chat. Her chat said some of the worst things about me I’ve ever heard. I am a survivor who is very traumatized-

Just the simple fact that I have DID. I told her over & over again that I hadn’t done that. I tried to send her informational media about DID. I felt very demonized & misunderstood. My DID is a result of severe abuse I faced as a child. I got her a phone call & told her I was holding myself -

& needed to level myself out a lot. I have to mention I have been open about having DID for a long time. After a bit, I went to her & apologized & took accountability but was met with a lot of hostility & lack of understanding & empathy. She started to assume I was making anti her accounts due to -

I was starting to work more for EP than my paid discord events job. & there was rly no way for me to take a break. I tried to once & the server fell apart. I ended up switching due to my DID & when I figured it out, I removed myself from the community & Alexa because I didn’t want to upset her -

The server coming back was a bad idea in 2023. Alexa hadn’t rly even talked to me in months until she wanted the server back out of nowhere. She clearly told me that she would adequately pay me (I modded & built the server from the ground up twice atp). I did initially agree to the $80 a month but -

Tried to set boundaries with her but she crossed them a lot. The community relied on my discord skills a lot but I was not in a place to be handling the server at all & I admit that. But I was not clearly outlined that I could take breaks. I tried & the server fell apart. Annecy tried to say that -

In which lead me to being very harmed & manipulated. February is an extremely traumatic month for me due to it being the anniversary month of a lot of my deepest trauma. I had a huge breakdown from the other person as well as being triggered & on edge, & being severely overworked by Alexa. I even -

Been subjected to this wacky online drama. This particular whirlwind all started with me having a severe DID episode for weeks where I said some very not ok things about her because I was in a very unsafe & upsetting “friendship” with a person who Alexa let into EP to run a vulnerable support group-