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@saixkinned.bsky.social
It feels like someone... took a shovel and dug out all my insides. And I know there's nothing in there, but I'm still too nervous to open myself up and check. I know there's something wrong with me.
My mother asked me what I want to do for my birthday this week and I just about wilted lmao
February 1, 2026 at 11:59 PM
My mother asked me what I want to do for my birthday this week and I just about wilted lmao
Maybe I SHOULD just go to school and get a med tech degree
January 25, 2026 at 3:01 AM
Maybe I SHOULD just go to school and get a med tech degree
I’m gonna rip my skin off maybe
January 24, 2026 at 1:06 AM
I’m gonna rip my skin off maybe
I’ve been trying all day not to crash out about quitting.
On one hand: Kait’s right and I need to trust my gut about this not being a good fit for me + I’m not getting paid NEARLY enough + I haven’t even been paid for the almost month I worked there
On the other hand: everything else
On one hand: Kait’s right and I need to trust my gut about this not being a good fit for me + I’m not getting paid NEARLY enough + I haven’t even been paid for the almost month I worked there
On the other hand: everything else
January 22, 2026 at 4:24 AM
I’ve been trying all day not to crash out about quitting.
On one hand: Kait’s right and I need to trust my gut about this not being a good fit for me + I’m not getting paid NEARLY enough + I haven’t even been paid for the almost month I worked there
On the other hand: everything else
On one hand: Kait’s right and I need to trust my gut about this not being a good fit for me + I’m not getting paid NEARLY enough + I haven’t even been paid for the almost month I worked there
On the other hand: everything else
Oomf sent me a doujinshi from ala and it’s 18+tr3ycay and im gonna vibrate out of my skin /pos
January 20, 2026 at 10:31 PM
Oomf sent me a doujinshi from ala and it’s 18+tr3ycay and im gonna vibrate out of my skin /pos
I AM FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN WE ARE NOT ABOUT ME
January 9, 2026 at 1:46 AM
I AM FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN WE ARE NOT ABOUT ME
I have GOT to start writing p*rn again
January 7, 2026 at 11:18 PM
I have GOT to start writing p*rn again
I have whatever the opposite of character bleed is. I beg my characters to say what I am thinking and they refuse
January 5, 2026 at 4:13 AM
I have whatever the opposite of character bleed is. I beg my characters to say what I am thinking and they refuse
Grumbling
Absolutely no reason to bring him up but okay
/nbh
Absolutely no reason to bring him up but okay
/nbh
January 4, 2026 at 11:59 PM
Grumbling
Absolutely no reason to bring him up but okay
/nbh
Absolutely no reason to bring him up but okay
/nbh
Making fun of the French and their accents at the games awards and Kait turns to me and goes “when did your French accent get so good????”
December 12, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Making fun of the French and their accents at the games awards and Kait turns to me and goes “when did your French accent get so good????”
Guys I am trusting you to come to me as a friend if I ever start writing a ship that has no chemistry. It’s painful to watch
December 8, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Guys I am trusting you to come to me as a friend if I ever start writing a ship that has no chemistry. It’s painful to watch
One of the shitty things about living in a m*litary town/city is that real estate places can just get away with pricing houses ridiculously expensive bc officers get a stipend or smth to help pay for housing, which basically means I’ll never be able to afford a place on my own in this area
December 2, 2025 at 4:36 AM
One of the shitty things about living in a m*litary town/city is that real estate places can just get away with pricing houses ridiculously expensive bc officers get a stipend or smth to help pay for housing, which basically means I’ll never be able to afford a place on my own in this area
Gamers I might have to come in at midnight tonight
November 26, 2025 at 12:41 PM
Gamers I might have to come in at midnight tonight
Time for me to feel weird and bad about every conversation ive ever had with anyone
No reason, I just have to do this at least twice a month
No reason, I just have to do this at least twice a month
November 22, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Time for me to feel weird and bad about every conversation ive ever had with anyone
No reason, I just have to do this at least twice a month
No reason, I just have to do this at least twice a month
It’s. Three hours into the workweek and I’ve already gotten called TWICE and texted. Bodes well
November 12, 2025 at 3:29 PM
It’s. Three hours into the workweek and I’ve already gotten called TWICE and texted. Bodes well
OH today is not a supervisor day. Ma’am PLEASE figure your own shit out today. I don’t have the mental energy for handholding through work
November 5, 2025 at 12:44 PM
OH today is not a supervisor day. Ma’am PLEASE figure your own shit out today. I don’t have the mental energy for handholding through work
I need this vacation so fucking bad man. I want to sleep for a week straight
November 5, 2025 at 12:33 AM
I need this vacation so fucking bad man. I want to sleep for a week straight
Obligated to let everyone know that the person who placed to order didn’t come get it and they didn’t take a deposit for it so I came in early for literally nothing 🩷
I had to come in at three am today so that I could bake this fuckin cheesecake order the front took LAST NIGHT that they weren’t going to tell me about.
October 30, 2025 at 12:01 PM
Obligated to let everyone know that the person who placed to order didn’t come get it and they didn’t take a deposit for it so I came in early for literally nothing 🩷
I had to come in at three am today so that I could bake this fuckin cheesecake order the front took LAST NIGHT that they weren’t going to tell me about.
October 24, 2025 at 11:25 AM
I had to come in at three am today so that I could bake this fuckin cheesecake order the front took LAST NIGHT that they weren’t going to tell me about.
I’m so goddamn paranoid right now I don’t know what to do with myself
October 6, 2025 at 11:41 PM
I’m so goddamn paranoid right now I don’t know what to do with myself
I’m just. Sad and empty and numb so goddamn often but it feels like that’s not good enough of an excuse for why I am the way I am
October 6, 2025 at 8:49 PM
I’m just. Sad and empty and numb so goddamn often but it feels like that’s not good enough of an excuse for why I am the way I am
Things have been so much with work that I’m in an emotional burnout that I haven’t been in since the stuff with pnk happened
October 6, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Things have been so much with work that I’m in an emotional burnout that I haven’t been in since the stuff with pnk happened
I did, in fact, inherit her workload without the raise
I imagine a good portion of her workload is going to fall on me. And that they won’t bother asking if I want a raise.
October 6, 2025 at 8:30 PM
I did, in fact, inherit her workload without the raise
My boss gave her two weeks yesterday and they told her to just not come in anymore so.
September 12, 2025 at 8:05 PM
My boss gave her two weeks yesterday and they told her to just not come in anymore so.