cant believe 4 years later im still grappling with this ... youd think ive improved but im either just as bad or worse than how i used to be

i think as long as people enjoy and dont stone me for posting only a bit every week ill be alright? but i havent checked notifications for 3 weeks now </3 i can never win with my insecurities and expectations

drawing comics have been biting me in the ass i guess esp since i drew backgrounds for a couple of them ... and doing all this while writing every day is so draining but i also love what i do so i dont know lol

hahah i have free time this weekend! you can let me know whenever laoshi wants to do it 😆

No 😭😭😭😭

Oh yes!!! I was also thinking about this the other day hahaha

SOO pretty im obsessed

ai generated content is getting worse 😭

i think i have to download glaze/nightshade and pray for the best

but this is where i have that same problem of idk who'd even gaf about it except for me so whats the point of posting BIG SIGH

+so i think its safe to say that this bubble is fine the way it is even if i dont get the engagement that i once had two years ago even if my self esteem gets a little bit down at times

i dont know what happened that made the kzx community so small or maybe i was deluded to think that it was actually large because of the people i was friends with, but id like to think that its fine the way it is right now? no toxic shippers (as far as i know) and everyone minds their business +

MY BSKY HOMIES.... THANK U FOR SEEING THIS JOURNEY THROUGH WITH ME... i hope you all enjoy this it was a blast writing it thank you so much . if it makes you happy reading then ive done my job!!!

i genuienyl have no idea why makoto hates ryoji right after marriage LIEFKJGSDKFDGLHG makoto made him "best bud" BARELY A DAY AFTER BECOMING FRIENDS and then he asks to start dating. and then they get married a week after that. and now makoto has him as "not getting along"

yuyu.... based on ganyu fhgdlgkgfhg😭