ryu
@ryunamidatte.bsky.social
꒦꒷地雷系 × メンヘラ꒦꒷.. † … alive only for him 🔪♡ love me love me love me more and more …⸝⸝ †❤︎ ig: xux_______._ryu ꒦꒷ (20+)(cw for vents, sh and drug use)
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@ryunamidatte.bsky.social
· Dec 11
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skircle SATURDAY .#rebelling
January 10, 2026 at 8:36 AM
skircle SATURDAY .#rebelling
fuck my bf ignoring me makes me feel so fucking sad and feral at once im crying into the chocolate im binging and chain smoking like a tragic main character im trying not to implodeEEEEEE
January 4, 2026 at 4:13 AM
fuck my bf ignoring me makes me feel so fucking sad and feral at once im crying into the chocolate im binging and chain smoking like a tragic main character im trying not to implodeEEEEEE
the best christmas present i got this year: emotional blackmail from my mum!! wrapped in guilt, tied with tears, smiling like it’s love while it crushes me!! merry christmas everyone!!
December 25, 2025 at 9:02 PM
the best christmas present i got this year: emotional blackmail from my mum!! wrapped in guilt, tied with tears, smiling like it’s love while it crushes me!! merry christmas everyone!!
damn i haven’t cried this much in ages
December 25, 2025 at 8:55 PM
damn i haven’t cried this much in ages
my bf is the most devastatingly perfect thing alive, i love him i need him i’m nothing without him every second apart feels like i’m dying
December 25, 2025 at 4:58 AM
my bf is the most devastatingly perfect thing alive, i love him i need him i’m nothing without him every second apart feels like i’m dying
im so clingy its almost embarrassing lol
December 25, 2025 at 4:51 AM
im so clingy its almost embarrassing lol
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People when a jirai girl is unhinged, mentally ill, explosive, has issues with substances & is completely fucked in the head!! #jiraiposting
a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face
ALT: a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face
media.tenor.com
July 21, 2025 at 2:46 AM
People when a jirai girl is unhinged, mentally ill, explosive, has issues with substances & is completely fucked in the head!! #jiraiposting
christmas was ok-ish
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
December 25, 2025 at 3:47 AM
christmas was ok-ish
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
my bf is such an angel
December 24, 2025 at 3:33 PM
my bf is such an angel
im bitching so much about christmas lol justttt wish me luck for this hellish night with my shitty family send me prayers or good vibes or money whatever you see fit
December 24, 2025 at 3:32 PM
im bitching so much about christmas lol justttt wish me luck for this hellish night with my shitty family send me prayers or good vibes or money whatever you see fit
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Xから逃避してきたお仲間様いませんか？
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
December 24, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Xから逃避してきたお仲間様いませんか？
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
whatever i’m going to smoke
December 24, 2025 at 3:33 AM
whatever i’m going to smoke
i want a quality cutting sesh but im trying to stay clean ugh
December 24, 2025 at 3:30 AM
i want a quality cutting sesh but im trying to stay clean ugh
literally: “alive only for him”
December 24, 2025 at 3:27 AM
literally: “alive only for him”
I HATE CHRISTMASSSSSSSS
December 24, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I HATE CHRISTMASSSSSSSS
oh god, tomorrow is Christmas Eve.. breathe, breathe..
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
December 24, 2025 at 3:25 AM
oh god, tomorrow is Christmas Eve.. breathe, breathe..
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
you’ll always be by my side, right?
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
December 23, 2025 at 7:18 AM
you’ll always be by my side, right?
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
quick show me ur favourite bpd meme
December 23, 2025 at 4:39 AM
quick show me ur favourite bpd meme
ahah bpd rage so funny so bpd ahah am i right *sweats nervously*
December 23, 2025 at 4:37 AM
ahah bpd rage so funny so bpd ahah am i right *sweats nervously*
my family forced me to spend christmas with them AGAIN
every fucking year i BEG to be left alone and every year they drown me in guilt (their fucking specialty). masters at crushing souls while acting like nothing’s wrong just like last year, the year before, the year before that…
every fucking year i BEG to be left alone and every year they drown me in guilt (their fucking specialty). masters at crushing souls while acting like nothing’s wrong just like last year, the year before, the year before that…
December 23, 2025 at 4:36 AM
my family forced me to spend christmas with them AGAIN
every fucking year i BEG to be left alone and every year they drown me in guilt (their fucking specialty). masters at crushing souls while acting like nothing’s wrong just like last year, the year before, the year before that…
every fucking year i BEG to be left alone and every year they drown me in guilt (their fucking specialty). masters at crushing souls while acting like nothing’s wrong just like last year, the year before, the year before that…
and my family started accusing me of faking my anemia diagnosis exactly because…….?!
oh yes mom i just ADORE being anemic!! so cute!! look at my pathetic little red blood cells🥺
what the actual fuck is wrong with them. they’re batshit crazy and yet im the one in therapy
oh yes mom i just ADORE being anemic!! so cute!! look at my pathetic little red blood cells🥺
what the actual fuck is wrong with them. they’re batshit crazy and yet im the one in therapy
December 23, 2025 at 4:17 AM
and my family started accusing me of faking my anemia diagnosis exactly because…….?!
oh yes mom i just ADORE being anemic!! so cute!! look at my pathetic little red blood cells🥺
what the actual fuck is wrong with them. they’re batshit crazy and yet im the one in therapy
oh yes mom i just ADORE being anemic!! so cute!! look at my pathetic little red blood cells🥺
what the actual fuck is wrong with them. they’re batshit crazy and yet im the one in therapy
apparently people think screaming at me and calling me disgusting over my sleep issues will somehow magically fix me
then they get even madder when i just stare back like 😶 nothing behind the eyes
then they get even madder when i just stare back like 😶 nothing behind the eyes
December 19, 2025 at 6:30 PM
apparently people think screaming at me and calling me disgusting over my sleep issues will somehow magically fix me
then they get even madder when i just stare back like 😶 nothing behind the eyes
then they get even madder when i just stare back like 😶 nothing behind the eyes
