Ryan McCabe aka MostlyPirate
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Ryan McCabe aka MostlyPirate
@ryanmccabe.bsky.social
He/Him | 19-year Game Developer | Design Manager at Insomniac | Extra Life Participant | I talk about Video Games, Board Games, Pinball, & Wrestling a bunch | Streamer of pinball & other things @ https://www.twitch.tv/piratepwnsninja
Congrats! But also....
a man 's face with the words " are you sure about that " behind it
ALT: a man 's face with the words " are you sure about that " behind it
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September 15, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Ah, good.
September 9, 2025 at 12:54 AM
You're doing what now? Let me read this again.

....

You're doing what now?
September 8, 2025 at 8:00 PM
May 11, 2025 at 7:42 PM
I mean, c’mon…

“I was in love with the thought that we were in love with each other”

is such a devastatingly beautiful, but simple, line.
May 11, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Gethsemane essentially being a collection of leitmotifs from other songs in the discography that were about being in the active relationship with this person while also being a song where he reconciles with what the relationship was is just like, man... incredible stuff.
May 10, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Would you be surprised to know there are some very sad lyrics?
May 10, 2025 at 3:55 AM
I liked Thunderbolts* just fine but c'mon lmao
May 7, 2025 at 9:28 PM
I'm sorry you're not feeling well but this is the first time I've ever seen this image and it's so funny.
May 7, 2025 at 4:01 AM
It's why songs like this hit me like a truck. They are so relatable to what I feel and often what I hide. Now, I have no problem crying in public at movies or anything like that, but expressing emotions is different than the pain we choose to keep.

Anyway, Sleep Token continues to rule.
April 25, 2025 at 5:53 AM
Especially this....

"Well, nobody told me I'd get tired of myself"

I get in my own head more often than I ever talk about. I just don't talk about it because I convince myself, wrongly, that my struggles are nothing compared to those others have. It's sometimes hard for me to allow myself to feel.
April 25, 2025 at 5:53 AM
The bridge is just an emotional gut punch

"And nobody told me I'd be begging for relief
When what is silent to you feels like it's screaming to me
Well, nobody told me I'd get tired of myself
When it all looks like heaven, but it feels like hell"

I hide my grief and anxiety well. I feel this HARD.
April 25, 2025 at 5:53 AM