Natalie "Gail" O'Connor
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Natalie "Gail" O'Connor
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Not a dog as in a puppygirl but a dog as in lies on you very heavily, falls asleep, snores, farts, and begrudgingly goes for a walk. Manchester, UK.

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She/her
I don't know, I feel like at various points in my life I would have assumed "being unemployed for multiple months at 36" would have meant "oh I'm about to die", and it's pretty good that it just straight-up doesn't mean that right now. I love life and being alive.
November 24, 2025 at 8:11 AM
sure, I get moments when I am needy, twitchy and a little tiring to be around, but I have cultivated friends who are patient enough, hobbies that are enriching enough, and a network stable enough that most days - not all - but most days I can get up and do my tasks
November 24, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Because, like, this is WHY people don't want to spend time with you, because you're so WEIRD about it. You're WAY too intense. You love too much! Too much! YOu love all your friends so hard, SO hard, it's like full romantic love with every one of your friends. And it's too much. It's creepy.
November 23, 2025 at 6:35 PM
It's so childish - just be alone! Just be alone for one evening! It's fine! Can you face up to the night on your own! You've done it a lot! Like, is this trauma? because I spent so long completely by myself when I was ill? Now if I have a good time I get upset because it doesn't last forever??
November 23, 2025 at 6:32 PM
I....really, really don't want to keep borrowing money from friends and loved ones, but I don't know what else to do if I don't find something soon. My clearance to drive delivery for goddamn just-eat is still on hold for some reason, also?!
November 18, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Straight rejection as well! For a policy officer job! No interview, even!
November 18, 2025 at 1:45 PM
Feeling great actually! Just a little too energetic and talkative. Finally found a stable point and routine for the meds through the magic of "setting an alarm for my afternoon top up pill". Found if I take it too late or forget to take it, I go *very* insane as people have seen
November 18, 2025 at 5:39 AM
actually did end up doing this so like anybody know somebody who wants some gurgling of varying quality hmu I guess
November 18, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Internet doesn't help either - when with others in person, I feel calmer because it's much harder to imagine annoyance that I need to overcome with Helpfulness or Jokes (thus making the annoyance real). Really looking forward to employment again so I can Get Off The Computer.
November 17, 2025 at 12:24 AM