*to prevent him from faceplanting. damn. i'm so tired.

i keep checking on him & then run to him when he suddenly wakes up & walks around to avoid him faceplanting again, but i am also so sleepy right now i have been falling asleep without me knowing until i jolt awake in panic. i am so terrified that when i wake up he'll be gone.

Almost a month later I am still unable to let go. While he's generally been doing okay, he has been severely uncoordinated & sluggish in his movements. yesterday it got to a point where he would just slump on the floor while walking.

designing a mech for a religious cult whose devotees venerate the syncing of their pulses was very very exciting for me. fingers for feet, nail motifs abundant. angels are just demons that shine.