and like i feel like the need to clarify. it's not even for the sake of feeling like needing to lose weight or anything. it's the actual experience of eating food that i wish i could avoid (and i sure know undereating doesn't stop you gaining weight anyway, either....)

always feel like the biggest outsider in the room when it comes to food. man. i just dont give a fuck. wish i could though. would be nice if every single time i got hungry i didnt have to agonize over how not a single thing in the world sounds even tolerable enough to ingest. it's. unpleasant

i mean i wouldn't hate it if my body didn't force it upon me as a requirement for functioning and survival. but even if i did not have to do that i would probably not even bother to eat anything at all most days if i had the choice, until something actually sounded good in the moment

(while i don't fully remember for sure so i could be wrong, i *think* my brother started in san d'oria, so then picking windurst and then bastok gave me an early glimpse of what all starting cities were like before i could freely travel between them)

do they think they are reindeer