Oh no, I am not talking about you, hshshs

Ehhh, not sure care is the right word.. it’s all on very surface level I’d say, no one would cry or be upset for longer than a day or two if I did leave

But I didn’t delete my account! I just deactivated it for a minute, so it’s all okay, whwh

Whwh, I know no one actually was malicious, I just easily get paranoid if I see a mistake of mine getting too much attention, plus laughing at that typo so much,, I’m not sure an intoxicated person making a typo deserves all the reposts and such

It’s probably just me being an asshole atm though

stuff like that, about my anxiety and such, and YOU can’t just try to listen??? Isn’t this just fucking bizarre

It’s crazy that my piece of shit abusive dad that contributed to my current mental state by always yelling and abusing me and never making me feel safe in my own home because since childhood I had to wake up to screaming and go to bed listening to it is BETTER at accepting what I say when I tell him

Imagine not making me feel bad and isolated after I share my worries and possible symptoms/afflictions with you? Imagine taking them more seriously? Mission impossible ig

this therapist can’t give me an official diagnosis and I have to go to a psychiatrist for one.

I don’t know why, it’s just something I used to watch with someone I guess..

Sn𝙪ff & g𝙤re

I think not, but the fact it gets me excited probably does 🫶🏻

Bwhwhw, thank you Nic, I appreciate your words. I just misread my relationship with people often and get all upset when it turns out we aren’t nearly as close as I thought we are

Haha, yeah, maybe you’re right.. My social circles were always pretty small, so maybe there’s just not much space for opportunity in that area

It’s not like they completely stop interacting with me, they can initiate it first and it’s all nice and cool but THEN they disengage soon after? I just don’t understand why they even bother if they don’t want to interact much, maybe it’s upsetting me more than if they actually 100% stopped

they clearly want those connections way less than I do

At this point I am used to it, there’s just something about me that people find alienating, I guess, both in real life and online..

Don’t know what works best for you in situations like this, but at this point I should just stop expecting people to even do the bare minimum,

Fuck, I want him back so bad