The word you're looking for is "fucked"

That's not suspicious at all

how is that entertaining at all?

I think the fuck not.

I never apologize for being white. Nor do I apologize for being a man. I do, however, sympathize with those who have been treated poorly by white men. I'm not a monster even though some monsters look like me.

Only a racist would think someone was supposed to apologize for their whole race.

It's absolutely horrible