🥺🥺 this is so sweet

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MY GF GAVE ME HERRRR SHES ACTUALLY SUCH A GOOD QUALITY AND SUPER SOFT ‼️‼️ she's from the moonlit night melo kuro collab there's sm good stuff there

Everyone has or will abandoned me I have nothing anymore, anyone who claims they are there for me is a liar and a fraud and they know it as much as I do. I don't trust anyone anymore and all relationships do is hurt me.

I miss having dreams and having the vague hope that they might come true. I miss having passion and creating but none of that is coming back. I've given up

I'm so tired and exhausted and everything is too much. I should've never been born or died at a young age, I still feel like a 4 year old asking my mother why people are cruel. Why I'm cruel. I don't get this world and why we can't just change it and I hate nothing more than being here

Being alive just hurts and it hurts all the time and things that don't hurt normal people hurt me so fucking Bad and I'll never fit in. I'm hideous outside and in and should've never been born. The only time I can Invision my mom happy is without me.

Ive failed at everything I ever pursued and I'll continue to do so. I've hurt more people than I've done good and I'll also continue to do so. I shouldn't be alive and the only thing that's been holding me up is my own cowardice and I'm so tired of it doing that

Shits.

Farts.

Me cutting myself every week again wasn't on my 2024 list but lowkey welcome