Ilmari is Viera, both parents alive and loved. His father has complicated love for him. He knows they are supposed to live in solitude but damn, having a kid to raise brought some missed joy and then the Wood spoke to him. And so he had his son sent away. I'll get into that someday.

While he loved his sons, Rhel'to was mocked for not giving his wife daughters. So sometimes he'd get angry and lash out. Reen'a saw this and associated little brothers bad. They stopped when their sister was born but...yeah, while loved, his parents made some trauma.

It's okay, I hate winter too. It is a very sad time for me, and where I live it's either ice or gloomy. Snow doesn't really happen much anymore and when it does it becomes black gross stuff immediately from cars.

And don't you take this as "feminists fucked you over" cause no. Corporate America fucked me over. They are why it takes two incomes to live. I never had a desire other than mom and couldn’t do that so now I'm in the medical field with no escape.

Please take these comfort pets! Get that bad feels out!

I say this with the greatest amount of love I can: I hate them they terrify me, and I hope you're okay from drawing them. If they strike such fear into me just from sight, I can only imagine the pain from drawing them. 😂🥰

All I'm hearing is piercing time incoming. 😂 If it costs too much, just ask for money for it as a birthday/Christmas gift. 😅

Fuck man, I couldn't. 😂 But I'm shit at caring for myself. If it brings you more serotonin than saddo feels, do it, just remember the desire and hold onto it strongly. While imagining all the cute piercings you can use later. 😂

And keep in mind all the aftercare you'd have to do. While new piercings may be great, do you wanna do that for years?