@raistlin335.bsky.social
38 yo recently discovered NB transfem. Pre-hrt and slowly starting to socially transition. Since my old friends and family dont know about this account, I can maybe let myself be me here. This is my journey into my new life as I transition from amab.
I really want a fat cock to choke on. Sucks that im anti-social and dont leave my house often...
January 20, 2026 at 5:57 PM
I really want a fat cock to choke on. Sucks that im anti-social and dont leave my house often...
So, half my shop is either out with the flu or are recovering from it,and most of my house has the flu as well.... then there's me, with not so much as a sniffle. Some times my immune system is awesome, other times it sucks...
This flu sucks, stay healthy everyone and mask up where you can.
This flu sucks, stay healthy everyone and mask up where you can.
January 15, 2026 at 9:00 PM
So, half my shop is either out with the flu or are recovering from it,and most of my house has the flu as well.... then there's me, with not so much as a sniffle. Some times my immune system is awesome, other times it sucks...
This flu sucks, stay healthy everyone and mask up where you can.
This flu sucks, stay healthy everyone and mask up where you can.
I need more girl friends to hang out with and learn from. Best way to be a girl is to spend time around girls. You start to emulate those you surround yourself with.
Taking volunteers.
Taking volunteers.
January 10, 2026 at 8:53 PM
I need more girl friends to hang out with and learn from. Best way to be a girl is to spend time around girls. You start to emulate those you surround yourself with.
Taking volunteers.
Taking volunteers.
Just realized its been like a week since I last posted. Been a very busy week at work. Pulled a 12hr yesterday and still super tired. Gotta make that OT so I can afford to... oh, I dont know... live?
January 8, 2026 at 11:52 PM
Just realized its been like a week since I last posted. Been a very busy week at work. Pulled a 12hr yesterday and still super tired. Gotta make that OT so I can afford to... oh, I dont know... live?
So, I was able to get some personal time tonight to take care of some... needs shall we say. I made myself airtight and I don't thing i have came that hard before. It was incredible.
Since my partners libido had nose dived in the last month, I may be doing this more often, with permission ofc :3
Since my partners libido had nose dived in the last month, I may be doing this more often, with permission ofc :3
January 3, 2026 at 5:35 AM
So, I was able to get some personal time tonight to take care of some... needs shall we say. I made myself airtight and I don't thing i have came that hard before. It was incredible.
Since my partners libido had nose dived in the last month, I may be doing this more often, with permission ofc :3
Since my partners libido had nose dived in the last month, I may be doing this more often, with permission ofc :3
I really wanna meet other trans individuals but where I live is kinda small and way too red.
January 1, 2026 at 2:48 PM
I really wanna meet other trans individuals but where I live is kinda small and way too red.
Xams wasn't too bad. Came out to my baby brother and his wife, total support. Middle brother, while more politically aligned with me than not,may not be as accepting. So thats gonna wait. 122 days til hrt.
December 27, 2025 at 9:06 PM
Xams wasn't too bad. Came out to my baby brother and his wife, total support. Middle brother, while more politically aligned with me than not,may not be as accepting. So thats gonna wait. 122 days til hrt.
You know, i made several posts over the last few days. Yet only 2 of them are on here. Either I hit the wrong button, or they were just removed with no explanation given.
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
December 25, 2025 at 11:18 AM
You know, i made several posts over the last few days. Yet only 2 of them are on here. Either I hit the wrong button, or they were just removed with no explanation given.
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
So I have been practicing my throat game with dildos. I can completely throat a medium orochi from BD. Make me want to try the real thing even more.
December 20, 2025 at 2:51 PM
So I have been practicing my throat game with dildos. I can completely throat a medium orochi from BD. Make me want to try the real thing even more.
Been thinking about my childhood a little bit the last few days. Mainly looking for all the signs that I was trans before I even knew the word. Like crying myself to sleep, after praying to a god i no longer believe in, to just be normal. Doing this at 11-12 yo. So i think I've known for a while.
December 19, 2025 at 12:43 AM
Been thinking about my childhood a little bit the last few days. Mainly looking for all the signs that I was trans before I even knew the word. Like crying myself to sleep, after praying to a god i no longer believe in, to just be normal. Doing this at 11-12 yo. So i think I've known for a while.
Reposted
I’ll take both please 🫶💕✨
December 14, 2025 at 1:28 AM
I’ll take both please 🫶💕✨
So, I have a med sized Orochi from bad dragon. I have been practicing cock sucking on that. Milestone last night, I swallowed it to the base! As I get better, I might even post a video
December 13, 2025 at 1:21 PM
So, I have a med sized Orochi from bad dragon. I have been practicing cock sucking on that. Milestone last night, I swallowed it to the base! As I get better, I might even post a video
I missed yesterday's post. So I'll toss a picture in this time. I miss my hair! 😭😭
December 13, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I missed yesterday's post. So I'll toss a picture in this time. I miss my hair! 😭😭
Another long ass day with no E... only 140 days until my appointment....
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
December 8, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Another long ass day with no E... only 140 days until my appointment....
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
There is never enough week in the weekend.. 2 days is not enough to rest, recover, and get railed before the week starts again....
December 6, 2025 at 8:42 PM
There is never enough week in the weekend.. 2 days is not enough to rest, recover, and get railed before the week starts again....
Yesterday just sucked ass. Anyone ever have the fan clutch on their power stroke spin itself off? They tend to take the radiator out with it.
December 6, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Yesterday just sucked ass. Anyone ever have the fan clutch on their power stroke spin itself off? They tend to take the radiator out with it.
Just found out one of my aunts died. Like 15 minutes ago. Not close or anything but still. No one knew anything. Supposedly she had some kind of cancer, wasn't told which one.
December 5, 2025 at 2:44 AM
Just found out one of my aunts died. Like 15 minutes ago. Not close or anything but still. No one knew anything. Supposedly she had some kind of cancer, wasn't told which one.
Feeling very fem today. Wish I had some cute winter outfits to wear.
December 3, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Feeling very fem today. Wish I had some cute winter outfits to wear.
The urge to be bent over and railed is strong today.
Granted, its strong every day.
Granted, its strong every day.
December 2, 2025 at 10:46 PM
The urge to be bent over and railed is strong today.
Granted, its strong every day.
Granted, its strong every day.
The snow is really here in michigan. Now dont get me wrong, I love the snow. But if we could get the snow without the cold, that would be great.
December 2, 2025 at 5:26 PM
The snow is really here in michigan. Now dont get me wrong, I love the snow. But if we could get the snow without the cold, that would be great.
Nothing worse than going to bed tried and staring at the ceiling all night... gonna be a long ass day.
Therapy later...
Therapy later...
December 1, 2025 at 11:14 AM
Nothing worse than going to bed tried and staring at the ceiling all night... gonna be a long ass day.
Therapy later...
Therapy later...
I wouldn't say I have any real dysphoria about my genitals, but I can help but feel giddy upon a successful tuck.
November 30, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I wouldn't say I have any real dysphoria about my genitals, but I can help but feel giddy upon a successful tuck.
So I accidentally stabbed myself the other day. The inside tip of my left ring finger.
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
November 28, 2025 at 8:31 PM
So I accidentally stabbed myself the other day. The inside tip of my left ring finger.
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
Ok, so a week ago was my neices b-day party. My youngest went with her grandmother. I found out from my brother that my super racist, homophobe dad was there. My youngest is 8, I haven't talked to my dad in 11 years. My kid didn't ask once about my dad. They never talked at the party. Super happy!
November 28, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Ok, so a week ago was my neices b-day party. My youngest went with her grandmother. I found out from my brother that my super racist, homophobe dad was there. My youngest is 8, I haven't talked to my dad in 11 years. My kid didn't ask once about my dad. They never talked at the party. Super happy!
Nothing much to say today.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
November 27, 2025 at 10:50 PM
Nothing much to say today.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3