me at my own ocs: GOD YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

xavier is so beautiful to me.

WE DID IT

he’s just a sad, cursed, beautiful man… the tattoos don’t heal bc he looks how he did when he got cursed :3 also the person who did it just “wanted him to suffer” and this is what it gave him. my man was already viera, but now lives haunted for eternity

he’s in such denial about being into him too. always trying to run, feeling worried he’s being love bombed like he used to be, but the man is genuine and one day…one day xavier will stop trying to run from him :3 maybe hehe. avoidant baby… also he’s often getting into fights bc why not he can’t die

the past that was killing him anyway. he’s always drinking and chain smoking. he enjoys bringing out people’s true desires, dark ones preferred since he can’t die anyway, and then he starts to fall for someone bc he takes time and cares for him during and after their sessions together ugh it hurts

tw: abuse// he was cursed by someone who was jealous of the relationship he had with his abuser. abuser killed him, buried him, and he had to crawl out of the dirt after..alone and alive. the curse made him immortal, so even if he dies, he just comes back. he changed his name and ran away from