happy birthday!!!! 🎂

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maybe it's a byproduct of not being a teenager anymore, or of unlearning the idea that masculinity is """unflattering""" (horrible mindset), or the comfort of my 8 years of transition settling in

either way i follow my gayness wherever it leads me

this is just me rambling about myself and changes i've noticed in me. i still like fem men a lot and that will probably never change, but where i used to not have as much of an interest towards masc men i'm now finding that i'm much much more interested in them

recently as of like the past 2 years i've been less interested in femininity in myself. i used to really enjoy the duality of being a man but indulging in more fem stuff, and i still do to an extent, but i'm less drawn to fem men as i am towards masc men now and i see myself less in fem men

i just fucking realized who the ifrit dude reminds me of