it's been like this for a bit for me

maybe I'll feel better if I unfuck myself. maybe I'll feel better if I talk. maybe I'll feel better if I watch a show. maybe I'll feel better if I hang out with friends. maybe I'll feel better if I take my meds on time. maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. maybe I'll feel better next time.

your designs are so baller

it had to look like a pixel pal otherwise it wouldn't be gamer-y enough...

it's kind of a wishful thinking really, sometimes a reminder is enough to take you off the edge of impulse

I tried my best portraying a pixel pal.

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I keep saying to myself, I'll try again tomorrow. And I keep failing. I haven't been resting well. I haven't been eating properly. All the drive and motivation accumulated in the past month seems to have vanished, and I can't pinpoint the reason why.

That's not healthy. That's running away from pain.

it helps remembering that some things are not worth giving into impulses that might end up hurting those who love you and care about you, whatever disagreements you might have. human relationships take a lot of effort and care, and it only takes a small action for them to hurt.

relationships wither when you're not in the same wavelength as everyone else and I'm frankly depressed that it has taken over my friend group in such a way