like when the whole world including ur own ppl are pissed at u, how long does it keep going? truly? i dunno. maybe the optimism is naive, but at this point it's truly the only way i get up and go to work everyday.

i'm hopeful stuff will start getting fixed in a few years but it's gonna take so much fucking rebuilding. nobody is happy. everyone is tired and pissed off. this can only go on so long especially when the U.S. has the stranglehold on so much.

Thank you so much. Im still gonna seek some financial help from folks where i can get it, but i will look into this. Now that im medicated for adhd it feels like an actual option to seek legal counsel and not something id screw up somehow lol

Thank you so much for sharing Ari 🥺

It's definitely been a tough few years. Trying to keep my head up best i can though.

debt i built up before i was moved to chicago bc my job wasn't even giving me 20 hours a week spiraled into much bigger debt and there are many times i've had to put meds on buy now pay later just to stay healthy.

i make okay money but i'm living less than paycheck to paycheck rn.

I also like how gorgeous Infinity Pool is and how it's also this like bizarre, nightmare comedy. Definitely the sort of film where you wish for the lead's downfall from moment one. Love to see a fail guy fail hard.

Infinity Pool is very good and i loved it! It just says a lot that I consider that and Antiviral to be much weaker than Possessor. He raised the bar for himself with Possessor and then had trouble clearing it again. Not a bad thing at all!

it's honestly a 10/10 for me. the Uncut version is what i saw. Easily the best film by Brandon Cronenberg that i've seen.

Possessor

another thing, this is also me side eyeing YouTubers who make videos on people and who absolutely HAVE to tell their audience this one guy likes inflation or fat furry like oh my god grow up.

if you find out someone is betting on this sort of stuff they should be socially ostracized immediately. and i'm very much being gentle when i say that.