That being said I have no memory of his face or his voice anymore. I'll just be looking at a stranger.
A stranger I really don't want to finance elderly care for.

Finally being able to consider this step is a huge win for me, but also the possibility to see this man ever again in whatever context makes me feel weird.

Oh for sure! Not every bird likes them, but I feel like they'd tolerate them handling their feathered bodies. 🙌

My real rolls are no better haha, we are using Roll20 for when we can't meet up

It is just very funny that my character has a really good stat pool but I rarely go beyond 10 :'D it's become a running gag so far. (Though today I've nailed it with dirty 20's)

Elias brain is a peeled egg but they redeemed themselves with so many dirty 20's :'D

Thank you so much Mali. It's been a long process to accept the way he's hurt me instead of denying or repressing it, but I'm getting there.

🫂🫂🫂 hugs for you but also yes, I'm not going back to the old status I had, and continue with having my own independent life

I hope so too, the calls get more and more infuriating. :')

And then questioning why I don't make any money out of it

I just can't deal with the continuous bricks they throw lately, especially now that it's an overall bad time for people with depression

I will NEVER forget. The sheer ignorance and manipulation he tried to give me by "it wasn't like that."

Yes it was. You shattered my pride so many times.

it's concerning how "obsessed" I am with drawing and that I should stop with this disordered behaviour. I had to put my draw supplies in a box so many times because of him, I can't believe he forgot about making ME FEEL BAD for drawing in public spaces or when they are around.

I will only be fully satisfied when I have to push so many leaves away to walk around my flat (which I... Already do myndns)