creature of the void
pixelatedden.bsky.social
creature of the void
@pixelatedden.bsky.social
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wish i could describe this pain but i can't, too much going on and no way to distract myself from all of this. can't take it.
December 17, 2025 at 5:28 AM
brain always feels so heavy and noisy with all of this going on, it's just hard to focus on anything
December 17, 2025 at 2:32 AM
depression is going to continue to eat me away. i always feel like i should go back to shutting up and staying away because nothing matters. too depressed and lonely to get anything done and it's only just gonna keep staying like this. i'm just an outsider to everyone.
December 17, 2025 at 2:10 AM
how do i get my brain to stop telling me im not wanted anywhere
December 16, 2025 at 12:01 PM
intrusive thoughts go away please
December 16, 2025 at 11:43 AM
bought a bra :3
now to wait for it to get delivered
December 16, 2025 at 10:52 AM
to have some positivity, i set this as my desktop wallpaper a few days ago and i keep getting jumpscared from it

this image just does. things to me. i wish to be this absol.
feeling the boobs from this manifest onto me

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December 16, 2025 at 6:30 AM
sorry for being a pathetic loser and a bad friend.
December 16, 2025 at 4:14 AM
sorry for the breakdown earlier I just don't have a way to manage these thoughts before they get bad. it's rough.
December 16, 2025 at 12:59 AM
nickit clone tf where a nickit puts you in their tail to turn you into them
December 15, 2025 at 2:26 PM
reposting that with the typo fixed even if it doesn't matter
December 15, 2025 at 2:24 PM
what do you call it when your phantom boobs hurt because mine are hurting a bit
December 14, 2025 at 10:46 PM
man idk what to do. too much bad thoughts about wanting to disappear again.
December 14, 2025 at 4:18 AM
i feel like i'm just annoying and a burden to others
December 14, 2025 at 3:24 AM
depression kinda sucks when you have nothing to do to pass the time.
December 14, 2025 at 1:35 AM
lonely again.
December 14, 2025 at 1:20 AM
overthinking stuff again and it's always making me bored, lonely and tired.

man.
December 13, 2025 at 10:49 PM
today felt, different somehow. but was kinda good. didn't really get anything productive done as usual though.
December 12, 2025 at 4:36 AM
phantom boob energy being strong again
December 11, 2025 at 8:13 PM
it's always the times like this i feel more lonely.
December 11, 2025 at 1:59 AM
i try. i always try to do something to try and distract myself from these negative thoughts. doesn't work out and just leaves me sitting there, feeling all alone, stressed, panicking, feeling completely useless, left out, and other things. it hurts so much.
December 10, 2025 at 9:23 PM
almost everytime I always feel like I'm just useless. ugh, why do i always get these thoughts.
December 10, 2025 at 4:38 PM
suddenly getting rsd attacks again. fantastic.
December 8, 2025 at 11:54 PM
whatever. why does this even need to exist.
December 8, 2025 at 11:42 PM
yeah next time i get paid i'm gonna treat myself and get some bras to try on
December 8, 2025 at 10:59 PM