personally i'd rather read things from people who have spent enough time reflecting on a large array of inspirations that they can come up with something truly unique but i understand that a lot of people want predictable fluff. and thats fine.

- i feel like it's a silly critique when 'i'm using fanfic as practice for original writing' is a common defense for writing it and fanfiction has been a well known creative outlet for writers for decades at this point. like. fork found in kitchen

dont worry. staring past my computer screen for three hours while half listening to twitch clip compilations is all just part of the process

i love living alone but also i want to hang out and make cookies and watch stupid videos and sing silly songs :(

like what do you mean fucking aot has the best moment youve ever seen in all of art. not just anime, all of art. wh. ?? aot? fucking aot???

and yes i've recommended utena several times and i know she'd appreciate it but her experiences with anime have been so fucking bad that i don't think she believes me when i say it's different 😭

and these are the people recommending anime to my sister no wonder she hates anime. she asks for a show with good writing for female characters and they recommend one piece, dandadan, and fucking dress up darling

like our concepts of what a 'good story' entails are so utterly alien to each other that i dont even know how to participate in conversations. i really should just quietly leave whenever the topic comes up

could always go with the humble crane but i want to do a lit review first

essays that go hard if youve never spent time in the homestuck fandom

if i wasnt in niche internet circles already id feel like she had an interesting point but as it is i feel like she just cares too much about the concept of coolness. maybe in the era of social media trend cycles the heart and soul youre craving is found in the uncool

also ok maybe i do need a new prescription. i thought getting lenses without scratches would be enough but ehh

i think i like them though? just need to get used to them

id be lying if i said that the idea of hitting plat 1-2 doesnt make me excited but i NEED to lower my expectations and be okay with dropping back to gold. its ok to be bad. its okay. to be bad