i need to stop ruminating on this stuff but my brain doesn't want me to

what my brain wants me to do is keep thinking about it until i break and blow my brains out

this shit shouldn't be affecting me as negatively as it is

the most we get is people making memes ridiculing them or shitass retrospectives from youtubers that are just misery porn disguised as documentaries

i don't have much faith that we'll ever prevent another shayy from gaining prominence

a part of me still wants me to give up on people in general because of this

it's a pattern that's repeated itself so many times but nobody's really done much to put measures in place to make sure it stops happening

ooc - whats the @?

WHY?????

WHY DOES [sub zero] ALWAYS LOSE???????

do you want it [change]?????

(Spamton presses a button and his hair changes into a goofy duck ass pompadour)

i [like and subscribe] this one my shelf!!!!!

i'm the [reel deel] baby!!!!!!

[non sends]!!!!!!!!

it's gotten me this [hot rockin bod]!!!!!!!

would i be able to do this if i wasn't [suffering endlessly]??????

(Spamton begins shooting fireworks out of his chest to spell his own name

...

Unfortunately, he miscalculated so now it says "Spatmon")

eahahahahaha

im always [PROFOUND SADNESS]!!!!!!!

that's my [top secret ingredient]!!!!!!

did you party hard?
....Did you do cocaine like Spamton ?

[BITEMYNE-]

absolutely [FANTABULOUS PRESENTATION]!!!!!!!

wait one of them's a [hochi mama] now i think...?

there's too many [tv time]...

darn right you [negatory]!!!!! this [hotshot bod] is for 2 [specil boys] only!!!!!