me too apples, me too...

ok brain worms went to sleep so im gonna finish it here

maybe it'd be good if he could get into contact with jc and pressure nhs to study. surely a friend that apparently admires nhs could convince him right? so in the closest next cultivation conference he shall speak to him and oh- waow jiang gongzi really is pretty huh 👀

and nmj really doesnt know what to do with that bc on one side he's happy that another person who thinks that nhs is also capable exists and his friend but on the other side he fears that might just encourage nhs to be even lazier...

but nhs just takes the compliment and thinks the jiang gongzi is kinda cute. he also writes to nmj even though he doesnt do well on classes and stuff he still has the jiang gongzi's admiration (yup, he's definitely exaggerating with that)

i also think during their time in cr jc would accidentally let smth like "i know youre capable of so much more/i know youre clever" to nhs (much to wwx's dismay), refuses to elaborate and just runs away bc he doesnt want to enter nhs' radar with that slip up

with these seemingly awkward conversations and just court him seriously as a dutiful man should! yes he got the message clear and hell do just that 🤓

also jc, who knows lxc is going to form a brotherhood with different people and wants to stop lxc from wasting his time on him: zewu-jun is a great man and has duties. He should not waste his time (with this one).

ofc lxc thinks what jc meant is that he should not waste his time

do this. i'll keep to myself. it's ok.

what lwj understood: "you dont have to stay with me. im used to being lonely and sad and lonely and all cold and sad and lonely 🥺"

so he follows jc around even more and jc just thinks lwj thought that he was lying and shit

same thing with lwj, no matter what he does he was born an unlovable child. lwj and others alike are bound to dislike him.

jc, who thinks lwj is only following him around bc he wants to make sure that the hateful jiang heir is not causing inconvenience to wwx: you dont have to

(pt.2)

jc, who is sure that he's destined be abandoned by wwx: not every relationship has to last forever. sometimes its just not meant to be and thats ok. life still goes on and we must accept it and move forward sometimes...
wwx: a-cheng i swear to god

that mighty zewu-jun and him dont belong in the same circles 🥺 but the more he refuses the more lxc gets persistent ☺️☺️ and jc refuses to look him in the eye lest his heart forgets that he's to be abandoned (jiang gongzi, why do you never meet my eyes)

(end if pt.1)

misty like his moth- anyways 🙃 he wants to get close but jc keeps looking away (jwy why won't you look at me) and lxc sees the lonely quiet little kitten jc in cr and wants to help him out thinking he cant get along with other disciples but no matter how nice he is jc just knows

like JC be looking into the distance all quiet and wwx goes "a-cheng why do you keep looking away?" to "why are you not looking at me?" to "a-cheng look at me." or with lwj he's clearly losing the who's more nonchalant battle against jc but also jc's eyes are always a little