Phoebe
@phoebe-is-dumb.bsky.social
Venting(?) account of @redphoenix7.bsky.social
it just keeps happening!! i'm not complaining at all i actually really like it but it keeps happening!!
this isn't really a vent, just me saying what's on my mind.
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
February 8, 2026 at 2:34 AM
it just keeps happening!! i'm not complaining at all i actually really like it but it keeps happening!!
just remembered a dumb but silly memory. in 3rd or 4th grade, when it was recess time, since i was in the special needs class, we didn't go outside, and they allowed me to use the computer to do pretty much whatever i want. (1/5)
January 27, 2026 at 8:44 AM
just remembered a dumb but silly memory. in 3rd or 4th grade, when it was recess time, since i was in the special needs class, we didn't go outside, and they allowed me to use the computer to do pretty much whatever i want. (1/5)
my birthday is consistently one of the worst days of the year every fucking year. the first SECOND of my birthday started out horribly and i'm still on the verge of tears
January 22, 2026 at 5:10 AM
my birthday is consistently one of the worst days of the year every fucking year. the first SECOND of my birthday started out horribly and i'm still on the verge of tears
happy birthday to my friend claire from first grade. you were such a nice girl and i hope i can meet you again someday
January 21, 2026 at 7:43 AM
happy birthday to my friend claire from first grade. you were such a nice girl and i hope i can meet you again someday
i wish i lived somewhere where i was loved. i don't know how much longer i can take it here. i've been neglected for years. it feels like all i get is the bare minimum to survive. i wish i could do more basic things that people do, but i'm not able to
January 19, 2026 at 7:44 AM
i wish i lived somewhere where i was loved. i don't know how much longer i can take it here. i've been neglected for years. it feels like all i get is the bare minimum to survive. i wish i could do more basic things that people do, but i'm not able to
i had a dream a few months ago where i started up mega man 5 but for whatever reason, the picture of wave man on the stage select was instead kevin hart with massive boobs. it wasn't even pixel art. it was like, actually him. it was animated, and he was like, swinging them around
January 15, 2026 at 5:39 AM
i had a dream a few months ago where i started up mega man 5 but for whatever reason, the picture of wave man on the stage select was instead kevin hart with massive boobs. it wasn't even pixel art. it was like, actually him. it was animated, and he was like, swinging them around
i hate that the smallest, dumbest things can make me cry and/or very angry. i feel so childish in the worst way possible right now. i don't even want to go into detail about what upset me because anyone else would just think "that's it?". i have some horrible issues, and i'm extremely fucking dumb
January 14, 2026 at 3:18 AM
i hate that the smallest, dumbest things can make me cry and/or very angry. i feel so childish in the worst way possible right now. i don't even want to go into detail about what upset me because anyone else would just think "that's it?". i have some horrible issues, and i'm extremely fucking dumb
i've been laying in bed awake for about 4 hours because i'm extremely sad. i should probably get up
January 6, 2026 at 6:17 AM
i've been laying in bed awake for about 4 hours because i'm extremely sad. i should probably get up
was watching a friend screenshare fortnite and he came across the best username in the game
January 3, 2026 at 2:52 AM
was watching a friend screenshare fortnite and he came across the best username in the game
this might be the worst christmas. i might have to send back the thing i wanted most
December 25, 2025 at 11:22 PM
this might be the worst christmas. i might have to send back the thing i wanted most
fat transgender women are my type
December 24, 2025 at 8:18 AM
fat transgender women are my type
this isn't really a vent, just me saying what's on my mind.
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
December 19, 2025 at 8:41 PM
this isn't really a vent, just me saying what's on my mind.
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
...why do so many people fall in love with me? i could name at least 5 people right now that have straight up told me that they are in love with me
i hate being reminded of my age. i have always hated how young i am and i really wish i could've been born in the early 90s. i feel like i missed out on so much and there was nothing i could do about it. it makes me insanely sad. i wish i could've been there, and i wish i could've been older today
December 17, 2025 at 6:24 AM
i hate being reminded of my age. i have always hated how young i am and i really wish i could've been born in the early 90s. i feel like i missed out on so much and there was nothing i could do about it. it makes me insanely sad. i wish i could've been there, and i wish i could've been older today
i just woke up, and i am already overwhelmed with a lot of bad stuff today. today marks one full year since the start of one of the saddest times of my life, and i've been thinking about that a lot. all that stuff helped me become a better person today, but it still really hurt me back then
December 16, 2025 at 4:47 PM
i just woke up, and i am already overwhelmed with a lot of bad stuff today. today marks one full year since the start of one of the saddest times of my life, and i've been thinking about that a lot. all that stuff helped me become a better person today, but it still really hurt me back then
i'm so tired but i'm too afraid to close my eyes. i was supposed to go see my mother later today, but that isn't going to happen anymore because i've been too afraid to go to bed and i'm going to wake up too late. if i close my eyes, i'll start thinking about things i don't want to think about again
November 20, 2025 at 9:34 AM
i'm so tired but i'm too afraid to close my eyes. i was supposed to go see my mother later today, but that isn't going to happen anymore because i've been too afraid to go to bed and i'm going to wake up too late. if i close my eyes, i'll start thinking about things i don't want to think about again
i go on a trip for a couple days, then as soon as i step back into my own house, everything starts going downhill again. i don't even want to get out of bed right now. i don't want to live here.
at least i now know for sure that most of my sadness is caused by living in this house
at least i now know for sure that most of my sadness is caused by living in this house
October 20, 2025 at 3:53 PM
i go on a trip for a couple days, then as soon as i step back into my own house, everything starts going downhill again. i don't even want to get out of bed right now. i don't want to live here.
at least i now know for sure that most of my sadness is caused by living in this house
at least i now know for sure that most of my sadness is caused by living in this house
i should have known that today, september 26th, wouldn't be good. today is the birthday of someone i don't talk to anymore, and i wish i wasn't constantly thinking about him. i want any memory of him completely removed, but that can't happen. i have to deal with this every year now
September 26, 2025 at 9:11 PM
i should have known that today, september 26th, wouldn't be good. today is the birthday of someone i don't talk to anymore, and i wish i wasn't constantly thinking about him. i want any memory of him completely removed, but that can't happen. i have to deal with this every year now
i am extremely overwhelmed with so many bad things. so much stress, anxiety, anger, and sadness. it's all so overwhelming to the point where i feel sick. i'm trying to sleep thinking i might feel better when i wake up but it's hard to sleep when you feel sick and you can't stop crying
June 9, 2025 at 12:24 AM
i am extremely overwhelmed with so many bad things. so much stress, anxiety, anger, and sadness. it's all so overwhelming to the point where i feel sick. i'm trying to sleep thinking i might feel better when i wake up but it's hard to sleep when you feel sick and you can't stop crying
trying to get myself to tell my parents i'm trans has just been giving me the most anxiety i've ever had, and this anxiety has been destroying me, making me feel extremely terrible for a few days now. i feel like a completely different person when i leave my room. someone who i don't want to be
April 6, 2025 at 2:25 PM
trying to get myself to tell my parents i'm trans has just been giving me the most anxiety i've ever had, and this anxiety has been destroying me, making me feel extremely terrible for a few days now. i feel like a completely different person when i leave my room. someone who i don't want to be
i may not like that everything i say here will be public, but sometimes i just have things i need to say, and while i do have an account like this on twitter, i don't want to use twitter lol. i don't really mind who follows this account as long as i know who you are
April 6, 2025 at 1:33 PM
i may not like that everything i say here will be public, but sometimes i just have things i need to say, and while i do have an account like this on twitter, i don't want to use twitter lol. i don't really mind who follows this account as long as i know who you are